Typical day for me isn't it? I swear I'm like Kurt Cobain sometimes. I'll have my emotional tantrums, flip out, say 'Fuck it, I'm quitting' and guess what? I come running back. It's a amazing way, but I'm definitely human. Childish at times, but who isn't? Who doesn't have emotions? Who isn't pissed about something?

So anyway, I'm awake and not all that happy, not all that sad. Positive and negative. Ingenious and thinking I could do better. Life is trying to be good and bad. I won't fake it as usual. I admit, I'm blunt but y'know, people have to get used to that. Why should or would be any different?

So I'm me. This is Brad, Stompy, whatever. I'm me. I'm a suitable person. Happy, in general. I got friends that accept me despite all the worldly trouble we go through all together. You know, sometimes, you gotta leave something behind at that high point, to think about it and go back. It's a human common reaction.

So I learnt a few things.

Oh, and happy new year. Felt nice to hear the fireworks go off exactly 5 minutes after I get on this computer last night.

Oh, yeah, awesome news by the way. My brother in law is coming out of jail in 2 weeks. All the shit you think can do to me guys to bring me down before or after that period will be futile, so do yourself a favor and quit before you know I won't batter a eyelid for it. I am happy. Gonna stay happy. Yep. No chance.