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13 years ago
I know today is supposed to be happy, but it's not.
I was told directly last night that a friend revealed the biggest secret I hold, to someone I had no intention of ever telling, in a roomful of our acquaintances. I WAS OUTED, without my consent. What the flying fuck's up with that?!
I feel betrayed, ashamed... I wasn't ready for all the details to come out, I wasn't ready for the questions that followed it from people who didn't know what was happening. I wasn't ready.
Stabbing myself in the neck sounds like a pretty fuckin' dandy idea at the moment. But, that's not my style, however, someone's getting a talking to. I couldn't careless if they hate me, I've already lost my friend - he's as good as dead to me.
I was told directly last night that a friend revealed the biggest secret I hold, to someone I had no intention of ever telling, in a roomful of our acquaintances. I WAS OUTED, without my consent. What the flying fuck's up with that?!
I feel betrayed, ashamed... I wasn't ready for all the details to come out, I wasn't ready for the questions that followed it from people who didn't know what was happening. I wasn't ready.
Stabbing myself in the neck sounds like a pretty fuckin' dandy idea at the moment. But, that's not my style, however, someone's getting a talking to. I couldn't careless if they hate me, I've already lost my friend - he's as good as dead to me.
it's all in context to as I see it, good or bad may suck at the time but it will pass. *Hugs* hope you feel better, if not by FC then I'll try my best to cheer ya up!
People can be jerks sometimes.... it's even harder when it;s someone you trusted in confidence.
Just remember.... FC is 17 days away :3