So, I'm gonna admit tonight. After all the shit, all the badness, after perhaps... a whole month of meditation, years of meditation, I can say, there is a very special person, who I am in love with, despite all restrictions, boundaries, sense, sanity. It's simply something I cannot think or rationalize in my brain anymore.

It's  unknowcool Walter Umana Ticas folks, and yes, he may hate me but I can never really keep my heart away. No, it's taken me a week now, over months work of meditation, detaching, desensitizing, so much insanity. Yes, may the law, God and everyone forebode it, I am in love with this 16 year old to death.

Now, you may wonder why. This is because, seemingly it's one of those times you just find each other, you have a instantaneous perfect bond straight from the get go, yet, this is it folks. It's real.

I am in love. To the US, to Canada, to mostly every fucking country in the world, it's so wrong, but here in the Uk, a relationship with a 15 year old of my friend has been done, she's now 16 and that's the consent of sexuality.

I've tried folks, so I'd prefer perhaps if everyone, perhaps even if you do not really give a damn about me at all, Walter, shush, because, this folks, is a relationship, I KNOW I should've left years ago.

But human hormone, brain chemistry, won't work like that. Atleast, not for me.