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13 years ago
Thanks to everyone who offered good wishes on my previous journal, whether via comment or in private. It's not been an easy time for me.
In addition to some personal problems, my dad's health continues to deteriorate and we are awaiting some test results for some suspicious tissue he had removed during a procedure last week. Even if it comes back benign, we always have his health in the back of our minds because it is on a very long, slow slide downhill and it is not going to improve.
I am tired of being stuck in this loop. Looking back on 2012, I feel like some of the things I managed to accomplish - despite ridiculous headwinds - border on being superhuman. I'm glad I was able to achieve something substantive despite the circumstances, but I simply cannot keep this up, as I do not have that kind of stamina. The solution? It's up to me to change the situation, and to put myself into a better position so I can weather the storms that will no doubt continue to come my way. That's life.
After an unplanned hiatus, I am restarting my cardio and weightlifting programs tomorrow; I need the stress relief that vigorous exercise gives me. And I'm hoping to get knee-deep into my job hunt by the end of this month after I hear back from some people who are assisting me in putting my materials together, and then in time, I will once again be picking up paychecks. I hope.
I'm grateful for the new year. I'm tired of stagnating, so I hope to make the most of it. I am also grateful that I'm starting it off in the company of so many who care about me. Thank you, everyone.
In addition to some personal problems, my dad's health continues to deteriorate and we are awaiting some test results for some suspicious tissue he had removed during a procedure last week. Even if it comes back benign, we always have his health in the back of our minds because it is on a very long, slow slide downhill and it is not going to improve.
I am tired of being stuck in this loop. Looking back on 2012, I feel like some of the things I managed to accomplish - despite ridiculous headwinds - border on being superhuman. I'm glad I was able to achieve something substantive despite the circumstances, but I simply cannot keep this up, as I do not have that kind of stamina. The solution? It's up to me to change the situation, and to put myself into a better position so I can weather the storms that will no doubt continue to come my way. That's life.
After an unplanned hiatus, I am restarting my cardio and weightlifting programs tomorrow; I need the stress relief that vigorous exercise gives me. And I'm hoping to get knee-deep into my job hunt by the end of this month after I hear back from some people who are assisting me in putting my materials together, and then in time, I will once again be picking up paychecks. I hope.
I'm grateful for the new year. I'm tired of stagnating, so I hope to make the most of it. I am also grateful that I'm starting it off in the company of so many who care about me. Thank you, everyone.
* super hugs *
Well, maybe one joke ^_^;
*extra warm and fluffy Persian kitty hugs*
I haven't responded to many of your journals and comments in 2012 (despite wanting to reply to you). It's amazing to see 2012 just simply fly by.
I hope there's no serious health issues with your dad. Ugh! I hate to think of our parents getting older with each passing year, being more susceptible to health issues along the way.
I hope your job hunting proves to be fruitful. I'd love to see you pick up paycheques again! :> I'm sorry to read that 2012 was a challenging year. Hopefully you'll be able to break free of that stagnation feeling and begin to grow again in 2013.
Good luck with your cardio and weightlifting program. I've stagnated in my fitness training for the past 2-3 years (oy!). I have to change up my routine, though there's only so much different equipment to use. :P I have to incorporate more weight resistance training into my routine.
All the best to you in 2013! I hope to see you again at a future furry convention!
Take care!