Alot of people ask me, or tell me, that I'm a manipulator, a liar, a thief, someone seemingly lower than nothing or seemingly so pathetic I can barely 'win' at life at how they seemingly brag about themselves like I'm competition, or they're equilivant to kings whilst I'm some retarded pauper on the street.

Yes, we've all felt like that.

Seemingly, people are very very very extremely opinionated. We've got to take that on the chin. However, this is the future folks. Things must be done and said.

So I wanted to say basically, thank you all, the ones who've stayed with me these long years. To the friends who trusted and remained loyal because when I was on my low about making friends on the net, you guys stood thick and thin by me.

But heres the truth: I'm not really a manipulator. I'm just not stupid.

Over the years, for a duration of 5 years, I've been called this incessant freak and scumbag who people can barely understand, I'm called so many things it makes you wonder about the future. Like the goat himself in Astrology, I'm everyone's favourite scapegoatee seemingly.

The truth is. I'm simply not thick. I distrusted and left people out of the value I simply didn't trust them. If I was a manipulator, the lack of proof would be this:

1. What did I take from you?

2. What time purposefully did you give to me? When did you say you cared about me or even gave me attention? What time really did I take from you other than a choice of my intuition and insecurities about life that made such so?

3. How did I manipulate you? How did I lie? How am I worser than anyone or life itself? How am I scum really, when all we did is talk, and I never really told you anything about me?

4. I'm simply a guy on the internet, yet you talk about my rejection like I am simply not to be trusted to all your friends. Precisely what makes you believe because I left one person, I will leave the other? I left you particularly because I trusted my feelings at the time, yet, you've taken seemingly my rejection as something to doubt me with altogether.

5. I am just a person, to be honest, I would just as easily forgive with everyone with no thought of our bad past if you simply forgave me for being wrong about you, yet you insist I'm some faker.

6. Why the fuck should I trust everyone on the internet after a typical life of being mistreated and lied to? Why should I be as thick and stupid as fuck to trust literally fucking everyone and be seemingly this extremely loyal guy? What possibly am I getting out of trusting blindly and what am I getting out of not trusting my intuition?

7. Friends to be trusted are those I feel should be trusted. If I don't trust you, then simply so we're not meant to be. If your friends are mad simply because I don't trust you, or my friends are mad because I left some friend. Know I did it out of a fair and innocent purpose.

8. Simply put. I'm not a fool. After this lifetime of fucking bullshit, you actually do start to get hell of alot wiser. I can see alot of people put up their 'loyalty' like it's a flag, but then, why the fuck am I going to be always as stupid as that when I'm aware not everyone seemingly is going to bring me flowers? It's called wisdom and past experience mate, not fucking manipulation.

9. If you're sad about me not trusting your friends. Fuck you, it don't matter, simply you haven't felt what I felt or never will.

Now, onward to the 'drama', simply put, I gave people the smack they did to me. I gave people back the trouble they gave, and to be fair, in your life this is always going to be so. If you treat people like shit, you will be treated like shit.