But I'm fighting it strong! Officially paid part of first months rent today. Couldn't be happier. Having a really great fucking time with my new roommates and couldn't be any happier. Everyday I come home to a smiling face and fun times. My friends have been coming around, also their friends....I haven't had this in fucking knows how long.

Working on my cake portfolio hopefully this weekend and going to start applying at real bakeries, or atleast seeing what I need to do to get into one. Trying to get my life back on track and put all that horrible shit from last year in the past. I hate new years resolutions, but honestly I do have one I am striving for....

Make this place a home, feel safe and comfortable here, respect and cherish all the great people that have been are and will be in my life, strive to better myself and continue down the correct career path, get into college, and the one with the utmost importance:

BE. HAPPY.

That's what I want, my new years resolution. Be. Happy.

Love you all, and thank you for making the smile on my face possible.