about bills. i have so many that i can't make any of my own work. it is frustrating to work all day doing what i love to do and not be able to have any to make for my friends. and to top it all off my car was wrecked. so now i have a car payment and have to work long hours to make it at all. i have to say though, my job is fantastic. i love doing it, and i feel like it is a magnificent career opportunity. it is a start up company, and given time, i can be an essential piece of a growing business. i try to improve the quality of the product every day, to make them not stuffy during hard wear, and to wash easily. the better quality the work, the better i am paid. thats how it works. i currently pay 1,350 in monthly bills, and hardly have enough for gas to even get to work. i just need to make production quicker, i guess. though working with my hands all day is nice. i dont make enough to live on my own, i sincerely wish i could do that, and i don't know how long it will take before my paygrade will allow me to do that. i miss the friends that i made in college, and hope i will be able to go back to school in a couple years. as it is, back to the daily grind i guess.