I cant shade ;n; (I cant even draw)

Well I have no idea how to cell shade.....I allways HAD ended up soft shadeing.......I really like the way cell shadeing looks tho I cant do it D:

>->

Anyone got any good ideas/advice/videos/knows how to cell shade?

Id really like to learn :<

I hate myself so much right now for being an overly winy whore.....

just kill me please.