been so long since my last journal, i dont really update much and hardly post anything up, mainly because i hardly get a chance to go on laptop anymore because my sister has had my laptop at hers for a while and my mom is constantly on her laptop and never get chance to, plus im a rather busy person having to look after the other half and my voluntary work that i do twice a week 9.30 til 5. most people have probably guessed by now that ive still had no luck getting a job, ive been un-employed for almost 3 years now and have only just been able to sustain cash flow, of which i am still struggling. i have been putting off attempting to make a fursuit because or commision one because of this, dont get me wrong i love fursuits but the prices keep going up and up and its absolutely ridiculous, its the price of them that puts me off commisioning. i know its not the fursuit makers faults though and its the price of materials thats so high. the cost of living itself is really becoming a strain! anywho rant over.

i am possibly looking into attending frantic eufuria if i can afford it but the most likely answer would probably be no i cant afford it but i'm gonna keep an eye out for prices anyway and just see how it goes from there.