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Considerations (Leaving, maybe)
13 years ago
So.. I'm really just at a loss here..
I feel like I don't really belong here in this community anymore.. there is no frequent chat people that's furs, there are no one from own own country that I talk with frequently, I don't really have a chance to show up to any at the meets, the chat I go to dislike me.
I don't/can't/wont draw (wont because I'd rather not burn peoples eyes out.), I don't have a huge passion for fursuiting, I do it when I actually go somewhere with other fur friends who suit up.
I don't really feel that I contribute to the community at all, there isn't really a huge reason for me to stick around at all, I don't do anything, I've probably made more people annoyed than happy, so meh no real reason for me to stick around as a furry anymore.
Right now I feel like I could just throw myself out the window I'm looking at, and nobody would really miss me too much, I know a few people that would mainly this guy here
lillebart, he's like probably one of the best buddies you could want on the whole world, keep being awesome buddy.
So yeah.. now there's tears running down from my eyes, why for..? Because I feel worthless, I feel unneeded, and I think about some of the awesome people that's actually able to enjoy my company. Right now though.. I just want to be no more, I really wish that I'd be able to go back in time to when I was 15, and just undo all of this, see how life would have been without it.. *Sigh*
So I need some opinions, or reasons for why I should stay around..
I feel like I don't really belong here in this community anymore.. there is no frequent chat people that's furs, there are no one from own own country that I talk with frequently, I don't really have a chance to show up to any at the meets, the chat I go to dislike me.
I don't/can't/wont draw (wont because I'd rather not burn peoples eyes out.), I don't have a huge passion for fursuiting, I do it when I actually go somewhere with other fur friends who suit up.
I don't really feel that I contribute to the community at all, there isn't really a huge reason for me to stick around at all, I don't do anything, I've probably made more people annoyed than happy, so meh no real reason for me to stick around as a furry anymore.
Right now I feel like I could just throw myself out the window I'm looking at, and nobody would really miss me too much, I know a few people that would mainly this guy here
lillebart, he's like probably one of the best buddies you could want on the whole world, keep being awesome buddy.So yeah.. now there's tears running down from my eyes, why for..? Because I feel worthless, I feel unneeded, and I think about some of the awesome people that's actually able to enjoy my company. Right now though.. I just want to be no more, I really wish that I'd be able to go back in time to when I was 15, and just undo all of this, see how life would have been without it.. *Sigh*
So I need some opinions, or reasons for why I should stay around..
I'm sorry you have a hard time... *hugs thigly*
I'm not trying to make you feel worse or anything.
In this kind of community with SO many people involved across the world, not everybody is 'important' or directly
contribute to the community. I felt at some point that I might as well just drop out of the fandom, cuz.. who'd miss me around here?
I know that I draw art, but I'm in no way a big or famous artist in this community and I probably never will be. To me it isn't about what
I do for the community, but more what I do to my friends in the community.
Like it or not, everybody in any community does something. Maybe it isn't big and maybe it isn't even appreciated
but we all do something. You're a good friend of mine and I want you to know that even though it didn't work out for us
I still love you as a friend. I have lots of friends, I actually have too many because I don't have the time to see, chat with or
show my appreciation to all of them.
I think you should try to see this whole thing from a different kind of view and give the community and the people in it a chance.
We all feel a bit worthless at some point and we all feel that people wouldn't even register if we were gone, but that's not true.
And one more thing, I don't find you annoying or anything and if you feel that I've avoided you in any way it might just be
my very bad way to protect myself from any awkward situations and to protect myself from getting hurt mentally. I know it
sounds wierd but I've been in too many of these kind of situations to keep going right at them on purpose.
I'm sorry if this sounded as an attack or anything cuz that wasn't my intention at all.
And I would be sorry to hear you leaving the fandom.
Think about taking a break from furry related stuff for a while and when
you feel like it, come back. I did this because I didn't have the time at some point and it actually helped a bit.