You shouldn't remove yourself from the world Fara, you deserve to live just like everyone else. I would be very sad if you were gone, so would other people.

I doubt it, even if anyone noticed.

i noticed. i know im not much, just one person. but i notice, and i care.

Obviously.

Two people, Fara.

I'm going to try to get your picture finished soon.

And I make three so far, baby.

*gives you a kiss and a tight hug, making sure to plant your face in some cleavage*

And I make four that care, sweetie! <3

I'd miss you so much! :o

Your awesome cars, your sweetness! your art! You! :o

I'd miss ya, hun

You have no idea how stupid humans can get until you talk to me for five minutes.

I make... *counts on fingers* Six. Bottom line: I know you are going through a rough spot, but it will pass. Just remember that there are always people that care about you. =3

That's the thing though, it's not going to pass. It's definitely something that will only get worse.

But that's only because you don't believe it will pass. If you retain a mentality of "I will never heal this wound; I will be maimed forever", of course, you're not going to recover. You just need to think that you're strong enough to overcome something like this.

Yes, I'm strong enough to overcome my savage ugliness.

I may not know you, but that doesn't mean that you should throw your life away. People may not express it or show it when they say it, but that doesn't mean they won't miss you. Don't think bad about yourself because then you'll start believing it.

#8 reporting in just chill dude. perhaps take a side hobby other than drawing. jogging, boxing, sitting on your ass playing games, smoking pot, eating cereal.... something to pull ya outta the norm ya know? mathematical calculations have no place in love, caring, or kindness. same goes for hate, betrayal or evilness. some things just are. there's no reason or rhyme for how or why things happen, they just do. and you gotta go with the flow. right now you're just walking down a bumpy path in life. stop looking at the world through the eyes of those around you. and start looking at it through your own. you dont like what's going on right now? then ffs go and do something positive about it. there's a billion paths in life, you just gotta choose which one to walk down. :) and no one ever said you had to take that journey alone. you may not know alot of us hun, but we're here neways :P i'm not really a religious type, but for what its worth, my prayers are with you.

I thought I was doing something outta the norm...

but what exactly IS normal? good/evil, right/wrong, normal/abnormal is all in the eye of the beholder. you're the only one that can make that call and choose the proper path to take in life. and dont listen to me lol i tend to ramble :3

I don't know if I'd count as 9 (cause I forget things like a mofo)

... but what happened? Events like this don't just spring up overnight... >_> You seemed happy in your last comment.

I'm perfectly happy.
It's not a case of sadness at all, just logic and reason. Would things be better if I weren't around? Yes. Simple.

Ohhh... I'm sure you've seen that movie... with the guy... and the angel... it never works out that way, hun.

Er, 10? 11? Whatever. 'Nother one. New at Watchin' ya, but, I'd miss yer stuff, and henceforth, you.

That's why there's a link to Maybell.

I dunno them. Looked at their stuff, seems alright. What about you?

Who cares about me? It'll be basically just the same as having me about,
except I wont be about.

Oh, bleh. I think yer alright folks, man.

You have yet to do a damn thing I've seen,that makes me think otherwise.

I care but at the same time I'm tired of helping people that just want to squirm like a worm on a hook, rather than do anything to move on. What I don't understand about you is that you're not happy being the way you are, but you don't want to change it either.

You're basically saying "you're not worth bothering with"
so I'm not bothering.

You're a fucking idiot to believe I say that.

It's such a beautiful thing to see, that you finally agree.

Proof, if it were needed, that I really don't get on with this world and the people in it.
Shippy destroyed the faith I had in myself, and you destroyed the faith I had in others.
I have no hope at all for ever making lasting friends. For the best and the worst of people, I'm just not good enough.

Oh don't blame it on me.

I recognize your twisted logic FAR better than you think. You are not stupid, you only think you are because you're in that mode that doesn't allow you to see anything good.

I was trying to help but you insist otherwise, and frankly I've done this before and I'm tired because I'd like a friend I can talk to. My shoulder is HEAVY with other's problems at the moment, and it doesn't help you ignore what I try to do for you - I think it's rather valid because I'VE BEEN THROUGH WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH NOW. I'd like you to at least respect THAT.

All I want/wanted was a friend to talk to. You insisted on helping.
But I don't blame you. If we've learned anything, it's that this is all my fault.

\"my fault\" I hate that. take responsibility for yourself, not fault. far healthier. I want you to talk to me, and I want to talk to you. But I want you do be able to help yourself and handle your life too.

I don't know how one calculates life in a manner which involves math or otherwise any scientific calculations. Life is far too precious to ever measure like that, I am not going to compare your life or need to live to your art or otherwise. What you need to realize is that killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I'm not even going to tell you how much what your thinking of doing would affect everyone that loves you. That being said I leave you to make your own choices because after all it's your life.

Sincerely,
Captain Xan V. Starwolf

P.s.
I don't know you but I would sorely miss a fellow artist, and a fellow furry who is in my opinion a good person.

I'm going to die anyway.

Okay then, hate to say it but unless your life is in danger because of what someone else might do then you have the choice. Even then most situations can be resolved by a adult conversation. You must be familiar with compromise and fair ground, I learned that in 6th grade. I really don't like getting thrown into debates about whither or not someone might kill themselves. Anyways I'm sure that you are a very nice person that is fairly reasonable, one that is able to make rational decisions with your life. Please keep in mind that whatever you choose that it does effect more than just you.

Please don't go, I've only met you, and have just started to see your cute art style... Mewf...

i stopped counting at 10, i care, i think what you did to shippy was harsh but we're still pals. and i just got why you linked my page, you trying to say im just like you

You are making assumptions based on opinions. If you are looking for a friend, start with yourself. If you can like yourself, others will too. If you hate yourself based on the opinion’s of others, don’t blame anyone else. If this sounds harsh, it is meant to. To sugar coat a replay is not what you need from a friend right now. Lift yourself from this self pity rut you are currently in and make a difference. If you want some one to listen, you have but to ask.

I know these feelings so well from my own. There are two things to do:

Do not make your answer on if you are worth living depending on anything ans anyone except yourself. And when you only ask yourself if you want to live or want to die, the answer will be a yes to life.

When you need something that legitimates that you keep yourself alife, find it. Finding out what makes you happy, what you consider as something beautiful even if others consider it as hard work or a waste of time may help you.

Astrology and Numerology can be very useful to find out for what you are here. If there was no reason, there would be another soul in your body and you were still in beyond. I have some books about that. Give me you full date of birth or give me your zodiac, ascendent and medium coeli or both and i can look it up for you.

Just do the world and us one favor: STAY ALIFE!

When I look at myself as an individual cell, I still want to die.
All the things that make me happy just push me away and make me feel worse than before.

Thanks, it'd be good advice if it applied to me.

Sounds rather like a self-fulfilling prophecy to me, when you expect it to end bad, what do you expect from it than to end bad.

Tell me your problems in detail, I may know advice and just writing it down might already help you. If you not want to tell in public tell per note. What do you like and why do you feel pushed away?