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13 years ago
So, a few days of feeling better with only a minor setback, lots of excersize and better sleep already with the changes I am making. I am processing some of my strongest depression seeds and trying to make progress.
On the writing front I am halfway my gift story for
but havent made progress since before christmas. I hit a block on my prose that has killed writing for at least a bit til I can work on stengthening my language til I am happier with it. I have the rest of the story plotted out and will return as soon as I am able. My old RP plot I am hesitant to write out the finale as it cheats the players out of changing the outcome and also says my decisions are final. That being said I do have the shape of the plot worked out including the last two big arc events of the plot detailed out. I mailed out some penciling in of hidden/undiscovered backstory to the origins of the great evil in my plotline and other spoilers, stuff I had worked out long ago before I started the coyote adventure. I also worked out plot for some NPCs I really liked from the Quest portion of the Trail of Tears arc and it may generate an actual short story or some artwork.
On the commissions front I have quite a bit.
is shading my first attempt at a 'fursona' meant to help me with my body image while I find direction in life and accept this part of me into my life more. I have a touch or gender dysphoria, nothing serious but partly related to my insecurity with my body and difficulties expressing my sexuality although some if it is just complexities created by other things and hardly severe. I am making my first hermaphroditic to represent myself between while I settle for myself what I am and want to be. Hush did an excellent job shaping her, the leopard being the main part of what is me while the rabbit portion is more experiment for my friend and to challenge myself a bit. If it doesnt end up being me, I will turn them into a character to use and give it a separate life rather than my own.
has been working on my hydra tf for ages and is such a sweetie, sent me an mostly finished ink before he colors, always the perfectionist and while not the most timely their art is always worth it. Looking quite stellar and I can't wait to see it colored.
Still has two images left for me, an older Kaylah is up first in action, and then a proper reference sheet for Crystala. I may not be using her actively but she has a life of her own and has eaten large chunks of who I am and impacted me in surprising ways, so she deserves a permanent spot in my life.
so much art. Hali is the best artist I have ever commissioned at telling story through artwork so I inundated her with art. I have a picture of Crys fighting the guardian snake in the finale from Quest, and two nice and bloody pics of Talo illustrating story written and possibly from my unfinished stash including some transformation. Her speedpaints are a steal so nab them while there are slots left, I grabbed some gifts on top of personal work and may grab more before they are gone. Lastly I have a high detail or ref image gifted from my best friend Sorien to make use of but I have not determined yet what I want to do with this image. It will be special when I do.
will be doing a raffle for slots eventually and I need to prepare my request that fits their excellent style :)
Thats it for now folks.
On the writing front I am halfway my gift story for
but havent made progress since before christmas. I hit a block on my prose that has killed writing for at least a bit til I can work on stengthening my language til I am happier with it. I have the rest of the story plotted out and will return as soon as I am able. My old RP plot I am hesitant to write out the finale as it cheats the players out of changing the outcome and also says my decisions are final. That being said I do have the shape of the plot worked out including the last two big arc events of the plot detailed out. I mailed out some penciling in of hidden/undiscovered backstory to the origins of the great evil in my plotline and other spoilers, stuff I had worked out long ago before I started the coyote adventure. I also worked out plot for some NPCs I really liked from the Quest portion of the Trail of Tears arc and it may generate an actual short story or some artwork. On the commissions front I have quite a bit.
is shading my first attempt at a 'fursona' meant to help me with my body image while I find direction in life and accept this part of me into my life more. I have a touch or gender dysphoria, nothing serious but partly related to my insecurity with my body and difficulties expressing my sexuality although some if it is just complexities created by other things and hardly severe. I am making my first hermaphroditic to represent myself between while I settle for myself what I am and want to be. Hush did an excellent job shaping her, the leopard being the main part of what is me while the rabbit portion is more experiment for my friend and to challenge myself a bit. If it doesnt end up being me, I will turn them into a character to use and give it a separate life rather than my own. 
has been working on my hydra tf for ages and is such a sweetie, sent me an mostly finished ink before he colors, always the perfectionist and while not the most timely their art is always worth it. Looking quite stellar and I can't wait to see it colored. 
Still has two images left for me, an older Kaylah is up first in action, and then a proper reference sheet for Crystala. I may not be using her actively but she has a life of her own and has eaten large chunks of who I am and impacted me in surprising ways, so she deserves a permanent spot in my life. so much art. Hali is the best artist I have ever commissioned at telling story through artwork so I inundated her with art. I have a picture of Crys fighting the guardian snake in the finale from Quest, and two nice and bloody pics of Talo illustrating story written and possibly from my unfinished stash including some transformation. Her speedpaints are a steal so nab them while there are slots left, I grabbed some gifts on top of personal work and may grab more before they are gone. Lastly I have a high detail or ref image gifted from my best friend Sorien to make use of but I have not determined yet what I want to do with this image. It will be special when I do. 
will be doing a raffle for slots eventually and I need to prepare my request that fits their excellent style :) Thats it for now folks.
Also, good luck with those changes against depression. : )
All very nice to hear. Even if you write the end to the story and the players don't get a say I would love to read that part. So much of the better parts of stories I have enjoyed in FS are from your arc.
Nice to hear that a fursona is being worked on and I will be waiting that creation as much as you are I bet. *Will resist trying to taur you*
Also very nice to know that Crys will not be disipearing even if not in FS anymore. She is lovely, kind, and has lots of friends that care for her.
As for you, you also have many friends that are glad to hear your on the upturn.
Anyway, so glad to hear that you're getting better Crys, I hope that's a continuing trend and that maybe we see you back in FS in the near future. (But away from balance, no one should need to deal with that terrible terrible thing.)
;)
Y'know, you always work harder when you have a lover in mind, too. ;3 When I was doing my running, I'd go faster thinking of 1. Female Husky.
Also, you commission all the bestest art!
I gotta say, you're onna the ones who helped to bring Coyote to me in my time of need. If I could say it, you primed me for Coyote, by bringing Coyote to FS, and thus making the way for Coyote to come to me in my real life, and help me through a tough transition.
Dictionary weightlifting!