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I hate my brain sometimes (well most of the time actually)
13 years ago
Sorry for the downer journal here, I really need to let off some steam. Thanks for listening.
I really wish that my brain didn't have such messed up wiring and I wasn't so darn critical of myself. I have multiple stories and mixes and other projects that I've created but would never share with anybody. I also have a huge multitude of unfinished work that I've just...abandoned.
Case and point, I was given a simple assignment to make up a list of 10 songs as a short DJ set. This was meant to be done in 10 minutes or less and I've spent the past hour fretting about whether or not the list is good enough, whether the songs sound right, the names of them match up, whether or not there is enough of a balance between male and female singers and and I've scrapped it multiple times and am now almost in tears because I feel I just can't get it right. But yet when I'm actually thrown into a situation where I am under pressure and must preform, people have given me stellar feedback and have told me that I'm talented.
Why oh why won't my brain shut up and just let me focus and get my work done?
I really wish that my brain didn't have such messed up wiring and I wasn't so darn critical of myself. I have multiple stories and mixes and other projects that I've created but would never share with anybody. I also have a huge multitude of unfinished work that I've just...abandoned.
Case and point, I was given a simple assignment to make up a list of 10 songs as a short DJ set. This was meant to be done in 10 minutes or less and I've spent the past hour fretting about whether or not the list is good enough, whether the songs sound right, the names of them match up, whether or not there is enough of a balance between male and female singers and and I've scrapped it multiple times and am now almost in tears because I feel I just can't get it right. But yet when I'm actually thrown into a situation where I am under pressure and must preform, people have given me stellar feedback and have told me that I'm talented.
Why oh why won't my brain shut up and just let me focus and get my work done?
