I just needed to type something out, so just ignore if you like :P




But uuuugh!~ Some people make me want to just explode!!!! I had my birthday just yesterday and it was good, had my girlfriend, my parents were semi-tolerable and acting nice, but it seemed to really just remind me what little friends I have, and the ones I thought were closer to me just took a shift wit how some talked to me, not to mention one I got into a ifght with over spirituality with her being an avid athiest.

I dunno, maybe i need to find more friends, and some actually fur-friends, to talk to and hang out with again, but I feel like its almost impossible, I feel like eventually everyone around me leaves me or finds a reason to be mad and angry and leave again. Or just...something negative will happen like it almost always does with the groups I have joined.

I know people come and go, but it normally feels like I can't make the friends to have the friendship and goodtimes to go past a year before they run ahead with what they want and never attempt to look back.



Anyway, Im just gonna crawl into bed before I drive back to college for my classes.