I'm begging to feel extremely depressed lately. Its not sudden and its been happening for about a months now (Mind you this isn't counting my entire life). But its getting to a point now where its just so strongly affecting me that its affecting my physical and emotional states all together. I no longer feel like I have the will power to do anything or the motivation to move forward. Every day that passes I feel like I wasted it.
I guess its the lack of self esteem partnered with my lack of position in life and the fact that I'm not content with what I have or any new in my life. I have a crappy petco job, that kills me inside everytime I go there, I'm at the point where I'm just like I don't give a dam what happens. I live with my family that doesn't care about me. And I have alot of people I like, but I know don't like me back. But thats to keep it short. :( things like i dont get much money, and I dont have money to take some one out, to not being able to afford rent, to even feeling like a no one in the furry community.
But thats it for now :(