So its been a while since I wrote any journals. Mostly because I never get enough private time to put my thoughts on electronic date. I enjoy writing hell I do it as part of my career. I could talk the hind legs off a donkey if I even attempted to catch up from the 8 months that I have not written.

I want to write a story perhaps, I had a thought about a passionate love story that starts with a shadow of a figure in a bar, observing, looking at someone he desires and then making a move by pushing a note under a glass. It just seems like a provocative start to a good story.

So plenty of things getting to me at the moment. Getting really pissed at the pro-gun posts going up and its really not like me to even jump at responding. I never do it, but recently, i have been responding. Its like arguing with creationists about evolution.. Might even be worse then that. I really hate myself right now because I really should know better. Its like I am no longer immune to the trolls. What the hell... I am clearly getting old and more stupid as time goes on.

The other thing that I guess is getting to me, is how self destructive some furry's can be. If you are a person that thrives on being the centre of attention, If your the sort of person that would not do very well if you lack popularity. Stop making things worse for yourself by being openly twatfull with stupid comments. I tell you now where that kind of thing leads. It will lead to loneliness, depression and despair because you will go too far and be beyond forgiveness of your friends.. The truth is you get a load of selfish furry's, they are fine until they feel jaded in some way and then inevitably they become rude, uncaring and extremely self destructive.

I recommend 2 things: One is the gay pirate song on youtube. Look it up i cant be arsed linking it, but it is worth it, Very nice love song.

The other is this song, never heard it before tonight but enjoyed the lyrics so I share them, Song is by Unkle (never heard of them before! Must be getting old.)

When Things Burn

Your skull froze little lives
In shadows where you hide
A life that was designed
You've been cheated oh so blind

You laid it on the line
These twisted words of time
And how your spirit shines
I wish that you were mine

Yeah lately I know that I've been crawling
I know that I've been falling
Into your dream

Imagine no more tears
Dissolving all your feras
With tooth and claw we fight
Into this endless night

Yeah lately I know that I've been crawling
I know that I've been falling
Into your dream

I saw my tears in your eyes
You saw your fears in mine
We watched it burn together
Watched it burn together

Burn yeah, burn watched it burn burn yeah burn
Watched it burn, burn watched it burn
Watched it burn, burn watched it burn

All is forgiven