I'm just in one of those places where I feel stuck... Just stuck between what I love, and what I want to try... Between strained friendships, between everything that makes me who I am.

I don't know who I am anymore. After this week I find myself drifting through my life without a purpose, or direction. I have had so much stress with people I care about and people I want to know, that I just don't know what to do anymore.

I've also had the personal conflict about who I am at heart. I love someone deeply, but I want to do things that make her uncomfortable. I wasted my youth not trying anything, and finally have someone to care about, and now I regret my past, my curiosities.

I don't mean to offload drama on to you guys, you have been nothing but supportive of me. But I'm just at that point where I want to scream, and just hide forever, because I don't know who I am. My heart is torn in two, and life went from "I wouldn't have it any other way" to "my life is a disaster" in the span of 10 days.