Ok, as of late, I've been taking a long look over my life, the good and the bad, what makes me happy and what makes others happy.

I am the type to push my happiness way for the sake of others to make them happy. Always doing things I don't agree with and don't wish to do, to make them feel like they are walking on air. I'm the classic 'Wearing their heart on their sleeve' type, and honestly, it's starting to get to me.

I know this might slightly, if not really piss off people, and might make others happy to see that I am going to be doing things for me, making myself happy. But this is something I have to do, if I keep trying to make others happy and keep pushing my own happiness down, I'll snap or worse... and I don't want that to happen.

Am I really wrong for wanting my own happiness? Am I wrong that I shouldn't be me, and keep making others happy? Are some people selfish only wanting their own happiness even if it makes others miserable?

Thos questions have been bugging me for a while now, and it's time I do what I want to do. What does Flonne want? Well, frankly, Flonne wants to be happy, an I may need to make some changes in my life, and I hope for the best. True friends will support anyone if they are doing it for themselves. False friends will be selfish and try to discourage me. It happens all the time, and it's life.

Thank you everyone who supports me, I love you all.

The main reason this pops up, its due to me nearly losing my life at the begining of december, it made me want to live my life to the fullest, this was only advanced my feelings.