It is a god damn shame when my boyfriend gets shit from his parents for no reason, and when I get a little mad my dad threatens to throw me out of the house. With no where to go. No friends that have their own place to take me in, no other family that I could survive with. Nothing. Apparently, I am not important enough to my dad to actually find out what is bothering me, instead his first reaction is to kick me out of the house. No, don't be a parent or anything, let your kid feel like he is suffocating in bull shit while you go and pretend to be a good parent with your other two sons. Fuck you.

Apparently, I am not important enough to keep around because I called someone a cunt. Apparently, I am not important enough to make sure I have a place to live, not a fucking cardboard box. Instead, he just wants to throw me out on my own, when I clearly don't make enough to support an apartment by myself and I don't have friends that would be available to get one that are not mentally unstable. I am not sharing an apartment with my schizophrenic friend for a very good reason.

When I turned 16 I was told to get a job or get out. My brother got a credit card that my parents paid off. My brother still doesn't have a job, he is 18. I have had a job for over 4 years am almost considered full time since I get 30 hours a week on average (The last 4 weeks have been 40 hours) that pays 9.65 an hour. I have gotten my own health insurance, I am no longer on my parents. I pay for my own phone. I pay for my own car insurance. I pay for my own food. My brother still mooches off of my parents. My brother treats my mother like shit, I try to treat her the best I can. I see a bit of a problem here.

I don't even know why I put this on my facebook. I'm not sure I really have many REAL friends on there like I do here. Its sad that I am posting this in a journal for support instead of actually going to someone, but I'm not sure anyone would really want me to vent to them.