Fuck. My. Life.
13 years ago
Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead
Do not walk in front of me, for I may not follow
Do not walk in front of me, for I may not follow
My friends are just assholes. My friend, strike that, FORMER friend was a complete ass to me for no reason at all. And when I called her out she staight up said 'your not my friend anymore'. Now I have a chipped tooth from the pure rage I feel and a tear streaked jacket from the sadness and depression Im feeling. I get the feeling, once again, none of my friends give a shit. I could commit suicide and no one would notice. And suicide doesnt sound half bad right now. Sounds like an eternal solution. Which is better then being around the worst people in the world. Note, this is my social life outside of FA.
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So don't give up hope!
I've attempted suicide before, it was the worst decision I had ever made. I've been down there before, it isn't fun in the least, and I know that it may seem like things will never get better or that no one cares about you, but I'm here to say that you're wrong. I know I may sound like a bitch when I say this, but trust me, things will always get better, if not for a positive attitude then for a human attitude. It's the natural order of things to have everything maintain balance, even by way of emotions. Things may seem at their worst right now, but keep in mind that things can only get better from there on in. Things HAVE to balance out at some point, it's simply the way of nature. Even here, on this journal, I can see that you have at least a handful of friends who care about you and would want you to stay with them. I don't even know you, and I feel like what you're doing is something you shouldn't even be thinking about. So please, for your sake and for everyone else's, try your best to fight through it, because I can assure you that it will get better. It might not happen right away, and chances are it'll take quite a while, but it will get better. I'm a living example of this, things were terrible for me a couple years ago, but one of my friends smacked some sense into me after my attempt, and I learned how much the people around me really cared about me and how stupid they thought I was for thinking that no one cared. It was bad that I got it through my thick head that way, but it was good that I eventually learned. However, don't take that the wrong way, you shouldn't attempt suicide just to see who cares about you, that's stupid and destructive, what you should get from it is that even though it may seem like no one cares, there is always at least someone who wants you around and cares about you being there.
tl;dr - Suicicde is bad and you shouldn't do it because things will get better and people do care about you.
B. Its different when the people all came because he posted a journal.
Things will get better, you'll see.
Get involved with something totally different, get away from what bothers you, pick up a hobby.
Please dont do this...there are people here who care about you and dont want to see you do this type of thing to yourself
Come on theres no need to kill yourself over this it'll get better at some point in your life just try to hang in there
Myself, i avoided it and ive gained a bf of 3 years and going (whom i also helped with depression) and friends i couldnt be prouder to have because i continued to be myself. I also currently suffer from a very weak stomach.. its gone as far as not being able to keep much food down and i only weigh 98 pounds but one must simply treat it as a stumbling block and theres much more to come after whats hurting you passes (:
TLDR? Dont do it guy, youll find better friends so long as you stay yourself and dont do something so foolish
I grew up with drugged up parents mom worked as a stripier, was always picked on at school once a girl on the bus put candy in my hair then punched me in the face when I took the candy out and glared at her and I was the once who got wrote up for fighting!
I was made fun off the whole time I was at school from when I went into school at grade 0 till I got out at grade 12. I have had lots of fake friends make fun of me behind my back or even pick there nose and wipe buggers on my back and people who I though were my firends tell me to leave them alone and stop fallowing them...and then I had to go home to parents usually fighting and a abusive older brother and a younger sister who always made up things to get me in trouble.
Though now I'm out of school and my parents no longer do drugs and they try to make up for the past(though they are no longer together) I moved out of my dads house and into my grandmas to get away from my brother, and i'm living a ok happy life now and even have a boyfriend witch I never though id get.
It hurts now but it gets better and of course you could always try to get revenge...
tell me. What do you expect from life? It's all happy and sparkles and shit? No exactly not! People are going to take their shit on you while you're taking another shit on another person. Life! You're too young to understand it. And friends hate u? Fuck them. They are and were no friends to you. they're simply assholes!
I'm 16 now. My friends doesn't seem to talk to me since my gf left me. I can't find job. Tons of loans i have to pay. And much more bullshit.
And you want to kill yourself? Dude, seriously. That's stupid. You're young, you've got enought time
to think about it. I'm sure you'll get better.