Hey guys, been awhile yeah? Howre you?

Im fine. Started college, living on my own. Felt like i should make an update journal since the list time I wrote a Journal was... 9 months ago. Bleh, Im sorry. Lifes just caught up with me. Im not some moody 14 year old kid anymore, Ive got a whole life ahead of me and everday feels like a bleak reminder of it. My emotions have finally evened out, and Im not begging for attention from people every other day. Ive taken so many things for granted over the years, and the guilt is finally catching up to me. The things that I didnt feel anything for before suddenly mean the world to me. My family, friends. Ive started anew at college, mentally and socially.