Wrong.
19 years ago
General
Ever get that nagging feeling?
I should be doing something, working on something, continuing some project that I haven't in a while; I have some kind of anxiousness pushing me to find something fantastical, or to create it, but my hands feel dead to the pencil... I could admit that it's worrying, only to be told to stop worrying about it. I doubt the answer is there, though.
It's an ancient sensation that I recognize I haven't felt in a very long time; the loose end of some project that I must've given up a long time ago, but has sent its ghosts to haunt the back of my mind, beckoning, but not leading... telling me to listen to its message, its message being: "Listen to my message."
Infuriating. Restless. I don't know WHAT I want to do, except maybe chew on something. Anybody got a rubber ball?
It doesn't help that I didn't manage to do any art yesterday... and haven't yet today.
ergh. I'm not happy about that. I really like FurAffinity and drawing something new everyday is a very good, very healthy practice.
Well, at least today I have something to show. I've actually, finally, managed to develop a portrait for my main character on furcadia. I'm going to drop it into my gallery. I don't know what else to do, really...
maybe something else will happen. Or maybe I'll waste my entire day away. Ker-SHRUG.
I should be doing something, working on something, continuing some project that I haven't in a while; I have some kind of anxiousness pushing me to find something fantastical, or to create it, but my hands feel dead to the pencil... I could admit that it's worrying, only to be told to stop worrying about it. I doubt the answer is there, though.
It's an ancient sensation that I recognize I haven't felt in a very long time; the loose end of some project that I must've given up a long time ago, but has sent its ghosts to haunt the back of my mind, beckoning, but not leading... telling me to listen to its message, its message being: "Listen to my message."
Infuriating. Restless. I don't know WHAT I want to do, except maybe chew on something. Anybody got a rubber ball?
It doesn't help that I didn't manage to do any art yesterday... and haven't yet today.
ergh. I'm not happy about that. I really like FurAffinity and drawing something new everyday is a very good, very healthy practice.
Well, at least today I have something to show. I've actually, finally, managed to develop a portrait for my main character on furcadia. I'm going to drop it into my gallery. I don't know what else to do, really...
maybe something else will happen. Or maybe I'll waste my entire day away. Ker-SHRUG.
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