Not Going To Be On Much Now...
12 years ago
Well, I am not gonna be on dA, and likely FA, for awhile. For two reasons:
1. Burned out from drawing. I need some time off from it.
2. Because this is my 7th quarter in college, I am expected to be working on portfolio pieces using past projects, or in my case project, for showing to employers when I graduate from here, and it kinda of is a big deal, like deadlines being due every two weeks within a span of 3 days, so I have, as my instructors say it, "Treat it like a job now." -_- *sigh*
This will likely include weekends as well, except Sundays since the school is closed. I dunno what to think. I see my self following the path of a web developer, rather than a designer, since I suck at web design work, I have better grasp at coding a website, what with HTML, PHP, MySQL, that shit. CSS is still involved though, making layouts like navigation bars consistent and nicely made, that stuff, and using Javascript and jQuery. If anyone who reading this is a web developer by trade, then you will get what I am saying.
Problem is, it is hard to break out of a habit of having to commit into working on this stuff, having to try to get as much done while taking my time within a short time span, and not worrying about procrastinating because I can't get everything accomplished. Before, it was just do this and add this according to these specs, now I have to treat this as not projects and as actual pieces for people in the web industry to see. In all honesty, it just fucking blows...I mean at least with drawing I don't have a deadline to follow, or have to be told what I can draw, even though the span of what I draw is Pokemon related... >w> Not like...it is all I draw, I could draw other stuff too...just, don't feel like it, so yeah... .w.
Anyway, don't expect me on as much, while I will come on to check messages and what, don't expect a lot of activity from me, like posting art and stuff, since I am burned out, and I have to...commit...to this stuff...
Just hope to God I don't go insane because of it.
Anyway thats all for now, have to go to Psychology, which btw, I find totally pointless, because I don't know where in my field that this shit will occur, but I have go to it anyway, as boring and stupid as it is, least my other general education classes had a purpose, English Comp for making read and write better, for resume work for example. And Speech so I can talk properly, even if that is still sort of an issue with me, see me on YT you'll see what I mean. lol. Psychology...I don't freaking know how it is gonna help me down the road, I feel that they ran out of gen ed classes and just threw it in as an afterthought... owo
Okay now I'm done, cya.
1. Burned out from drawing. I need some time off from it.
2. Because this is my 7th quarter in college, I am expected to be working on portfolio pieces using past projects, or in my case project, for showing to employers when I graduate from here, and it kinda of is a big deal, like deadlines being due every two weeks within a span of 3 days, so I have, as my instructors say it, "Treat it like a job now." -_- *sigh*
This will likely include weekends as well, except Sundays since the school is closed. I dunno what to think. I see my self following the path of a web developer, rather than a designer, since I suck at web design work, I have better grasp at coding a website, what with HTML, PHP, MySQL, that shit. CSS is still involved though, making layouts like navigation bars consistent and nicely made, that stuff, and using Javascript and jQuery. If anyone who reading this is a web developer by trade, then you will get what I am saying.
Problem is, it is hard to break out of a habit of having to commit into working on this stuff, having to try to get as much done while taking my time within a short time span, and not worrying about procrastinating because I can't get everything accomplished. Before, it was just do this and add this according to these specs, now I have to treat this as not projects and as actual pieces for people in the web industry to see. In all honesty, it just fucking blows...I mean at least with drawing I don't have a deadline to follow, or have to be told what I can draw, even though the span of what I draw is Pokemon related... >w> Not like...it is all I draw, I could draw other stuff too...just, don't feel like it, so yeah... .w.
Anyway, don't expect me on as much, while I will come on to check messages and what, don't expect a lot of activity from me, like posting art and stuff, since I am burned out, and I have to...commit...to this stuff...
Just hope to God I don't go insane because of it.
Anyway thats all for now, have to go to Psychology, which btw, I find totally pointless, because I don't know where in my field that this shit will occur, but I have go to it anyway, as boring and stupid as it is, least my other general education classes had a purpose, English Comp for making read and write better, for resume work for example. And Speech so I can talk properly, even if that is still sort of an issue with me, see me on YT you'll see what I mean. lol. Psychology...I don't freaking know how it is gonna help me down the road, I feel that they ran out of gen ed classes and just threw it in as an afterthought... owo
Okay now I'm done, cya.
ghippa48
~ghippa48
Well. I wish you luck and hope you can come back. Take your time man. Love you and your art.
unknown89
~unknown89
OP
Thanks, I'll come back, just need time away for a bit.
ghippa48
~ghippa48
I know. Just letting you know we will be patient and hope for the best for you.
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