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12 years ago
SO lets start off with the rant, SORRY FOR CURSING SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM TURN YOUR HINEY AND LEAVE.
I'm so fucking tired of being ignored and people acting like I'm not there, like seriously its bad when even so called "Christians" do the same fucking thing, I used to think that I could only really rely on my friends and family...
Shit sometimes they do the same damn thing, my close friends ignore me and my brother has gotten to where he'll insult me just to make his bitchy girlfriend look better
Like even online it happens to me, people just completely forget I'm even there.
I'm just plain sick of it, and everyone says its because I'm shy and don't talk but in the sense with the youth at my church, they don't care to even talk to me because I'm homeschooled and heavyset. I don't even understand why either of those things matter!
That doesn't define me as a person, they just won't take the time to get to know the real me.
My music program is really the only place I feel welcomed at (aside from home), they actually like me and care about me, i came in red eyed one day because my dad made me cry earlier and one of my friends there asked me what was wrong.
More than those jerks over at church would've done.
Here's what really makes me mad, a few of the girls who were really snobby and bitchy made a promise to not be so full of themselves and be nice to others and just stop being how they were.
They sure as fuck did a good job of that.
Not.
People say dont let them get to me but its hard when people treat you like that.
They've made me cry more times than I care to count.
I wish that they would attempt to get to know me before being like that.
...i suppose I'm done ranting for now.
ONTO THE GOOD.
Weeeee are doing a play at our music program
IT'S ALICE IN WONDERLANDDDD
I'm trying out for the Red Queen c:
And we got Pirates of the Caribbean sheet music today
ITS AWESOME :B
so yeah
I just really needed to get my emotions out before I have another break down XD SO lets start off with the rant, SORRY FOR CURSING SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM TURN YOUR HINEY AND LEAVE.
I'm so fucking tired of being ignored and people acting like I'm not there, like seriously its bad when even so called "Christians" do the same fucking thing, I used to think that I could only really rely on my friends and family...
Shit sometimes they do the same damn thing, my close friends ignore me and my brother has gotten to where he'll insult me just to make his bitchy girlfriend look better
Like even online it happens to me, people just completely forget I'm even there.
I'm just plain sick of it, and everyone says its because I'm shy and don't talk but in the sense with the youth at my church, they don't care to even talk to me because I'm homeschooled and heavyset. I don't even understand why either of those things matter!
That doesn't define me as a person, they just won't take the time to get to know the real me.
My music program is really the only place I feel welcomed at (aside from home), they actually like me and care about me, i came in red eyed one day because my dad made me cry earlier and one of my friends there asked me what was wrong.
More than those jerks over at church would've done.
Here's what really makes me mad, a few of the girls who were really snobby and bitchy made a promise to not be so full of themselves and be nice to others and just stop being how they were.
They sure as fuck did a good job of that.
Not.
People say dont let them get to me but its hard when people treat you like that.
They've made me cry more times than I care to count.
I wish that they would attempt to get to know me before being like that.
...i suppose I'm done ranting for now.
ONTO THE GOOD.
Weeeee are doing a play at our music program
IT'S ALICE IN WONDERLANDDDD
I'm trying out for the Red Queen c:
And we got Pirates of the Caribbean sheet music today
ITS AWESOME :B
so yeah
I just really needed to get my emotions out before I have another break down XD
I'm so fucking tired of being ignored and people acting like I'm not there, like seriously its bad when even so called "Christians" do the same fucking thing, I used to think that I could only really rely on my friends and family...
Shit sometimes they do the same damn thing, my close friends ignore me and my brother has gotten to where he'll insult me just to make his bitchy girlfriend look better
Like even online it happens to me, people just completely forget I'm even there.
I'm just plain sick of it, and everyone says its because I'm shy and don't talk but in the sense with the youth at my church, they don't care to even talk to me because I'm homeschooled and heavyset. I don't even understand why either of those things matter!
That doesn't define me as a person, they just won't take the time to get to know the real me.
My music program is really the only place I feel welcomed at (aside from home), they actually like me and care about me, i came in red eyed one day because my dad made me cry earlier and one of my friends there asked me what was wrong.
More than those jerks over at church would've done.
Here's what really makes me mad, a few of the girls who were really snobby and bitchy made a promise to not be so full of themselves and be nice to others and just stop being how they were.
They sure as fuck did a good job of that.
Not.
People say dont let them get to me but its hard when people treat you like that.
They've made me cry more times than I care to count.
I wish that they would attempt to get to know me before being like that.
...i suppose I'm done ranting for now.
ONTO THE GOOD.
Weeeee are doing a play at our music program
IT'S ALICE IN WONDERLANDDDD
I'm trying out for the Red Queen c:
And we got Pirates of the Caribbean sheet music today
ITS AWESOME :B
so yeah
I just really needed to get my emotions out before I have another break down XD SO lets start off with the rant, SORRY FOR CURSING SO IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM TURN YOUR HINEY AND LEAVE.
I'm so fucking tired of being ignored and people acting like I'm not there, like seriously its bad when even so called "Christians" do the same fucking thing, I used to think that I could only really rely on my friends and family...
Shit sometimes they do the same damn thing, my close friends ignore me and my brother has gotten to where he'll insult me just to make his bitchy girlfriend look better
Like even online it happens to me, people just completely forget I'm even there.
I'm just plain sick of it, and everyone says its because I'm shy and don't talk but in the sense with the youth at my church, they don't care to even talk to me because I'm homeschooled and heavyset. I don't even understand why either of those things matter!
That doesn't define me as a person, they just won't take the time to get to know the real me.
My music program is really the only place I feel welcomed at (aside from home), they actually like me and care about me, i came in red eyed one day because my dad made me cry earlier and one of my friends there asked me what was wrong.
More than those jerks over at church would've done.
Here's what really makes me mad, a few of the girls who were really snobby and bitchy made a promise to not be so full of themselves and be nice to others and just stop being how they were.
They sure as fuck did a good job of that.
Not.
People say dont let them get to me but its hard when people treat you like that.
They've made me cry more times than I care to count.
I wish that they would attempt to get to know me before being like that.
...i suppose I'm done ranting for now.
ONTO THE GOOD.
Weeeee are doing a play at our music program
IT'S ALICE IN WONDERLANDDDD
I'm trying out for the Red Queen c:
And we got Pirates of the Caribbean sheet music today
ITS AWESOME :B
so yeah
I just really needed to get my emotions out before I have another break down XD
