Last night, at 3:30am, someone very very close to me have lost their life due to a careless drunk driver. He was doing nothing wrong, and had the right-a-way in an intersection when a drunk driver ran a red light and hit the ambulance he was driving.

I have lost both my grandparents on my father's side and my g'ma on my mom's side, but I can say it never affected me like this has. Lem was the only guy I have ever had serious feelings for and he has been through so much. He didn't deserved to be removed from this world after the crap he has been put through, when he had so much potential. The things that hit me the hardest was that he never got the chance to get home from his shift and open up the Valentine's Day card I got him. He was in the middle of his 3rd + 24 hour shift in a row.

I really don't want to go on rambling in circles about how in shock I am of the whole situation. I really wish I could express myself as well as people in movies but I am just in so much shock right now and I don't really know how to react..

Please, to anyone it concerns, please have Lemonade in your prayers.
You are loved, know this. <3