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Don't wait for the queue to shrink—the commission docket is rarely empty.Honestly, you guys...
things had been really terrible for the past few months, and that's why I haven't been posting much, just trying to make ends meet without bashing my face into the glass plate of my desk. I kept looking at my front page and seeing that my last piece was always three or more weeks ago and I felt horrible, horrible guilt.
Truth is I've been working on an amazing card game for Epic Slant Press, writing a novel on the side, but even then, I haven't been working many hours each day. I'm trying to work more, feel better, to just be more of a person, and the fact that I'm not creating more has made me feel really bad, but every time I post something I've felt this sense of trepidation like "they're going to hate it, I haven't been as good as I once was, I don't deserve any kindness"… and then the responses are just too, too amazingly supportive.
I don't deserve it. You guys are great.
Just know I'm going to work harder to stop sleeping 16 hours a day and drink more water and not spend 3 hours a day on the couch watching gossip girl as long as I know I've got these awesome people encouraging me to be a better me.
X3
i love you guys. i don't deserve you. i really don't.
xoxo.
things had been really terrible for the past few months, and that's why I haven't been posting much, just trying to make ends meet without bashing my face into the glass plate of my desk. I kept looking at my front page and seeing that my last piece was always three or more weeks ago and I felt horrible, horrible guilt.
Truth is I've been working on an amazing card game for Epic Slant Press, writing a novel on the side, but even then, I haven't been working many hours each day. I'm trying to work more, feel better, to just be more of a person, and the fact that I'm not creating more has made me feel really bad, but every time I post something I've felt this sense of trepidation like "they're going to hate it, I haven't been as good as I once was, I don't deserve any kindness"… and then the responses are just too, too amazingly supportive.
I don't deserve it. You guys are great.
Just know I'm going to work harder to stop sleeping 16 hours a day and drink more water and not spend 3 hours a day on the couch watching gossip girl as long as I know I've got these awesome people encouraging me to be a better me.
X3
i love you guys. i don't deserve you. i really don't.
xoxo.
<3 thank you.
What about yourself? Do you have a plan to fight it? Do you think you'll just take a hiatus or slowly ween yourself out of art in search of a new passion, or will you always be an artist who just does it on a whim or in her free time instead?
I don't always post on people's journals, but when I do, I try to be supportive about it.