Not sure how many people read these any more, most likely no one or very few. But I have to send this out, just to type out my frustration and feelings.

So I'm not gunna name names, or curse, or slander, or put down. I'm not going to be aggressive or angry, I'm just sad and disappointed.

Someone I love very much, one of my cubs, left me, stopped being my cub. Why? because his mate told him to. His mate forced him to under the threat of breaking up. Why does his mate hate me? He's my ex. we broke up on bad terms after a lot of issues from both sides.. I moved on more then three years ago, he clearly hasn't. I keep getting dragged into their drama, it's tiaring. I loved my cub a lot, more then any cub I've ever had. He was special to me, my flesh and blood. if i ever were to have a child in the real wold, I'd hope he would be exactly like him.

If you are reading this, I still love you, deeply and with the passion a real father should have with their son.

Goodbye, and I'm sorry I made so much drama between you and your mate. I hope you two are happy.