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Some thoughts & Just to clear something up
12 years ago
Ok. I've been thinking as of late, and there's a few things on my mind.
Firstly, I'm an Asexual Homoromantic: What does it mean? Basically, it means that I'm romantically/emotionally attracted to those of the same sex. However I am not strongly sexually attracted to either sex and that is strange, even to me. I mean, I do still get sexual urges toward either sex. But when I say I love someone, I love that someone.
This is also the way I was born, and I'm not Asexual by choice. I just wanted to put that out there.
Secondly, I loved someone for almost a year, Someone that I won't name, that I recently broke up with and getting over them is a challenge. I know I'll be strong in time, even though he was the first person that I ever well and truly, without a doubt loved.
That someone cut me deeply. Effectively saying it was too painful to remain together. But if it was too painful, why didn't they try to address the problem at the source?
Now I’m working again, trying to distract myself from recent events, which to an extent is working. However, there are times when I can't think about anything but the breakup, those times I seem to just close my eyes and try to think about the things that make me happy.
I know I have support, and I know I don't say much, but just knowing that I'm surrounded by those that want to help... Helps.
- Nightwolf
Firstly, I'm an Asexual Homoromantic: What does it mean? Basically, it means that I'm romantically/emotionally attracted to those of the same sex. However I am not strongly sexually attracted to either sex and that is strange, even to me. I mean, I do still get sexual urges toward either sex. But when I say I love someone, I love that someone.
This is also the way I was born, and I'm not Asexual by choice. I just wanted to put that out there.
Secondly, I loved someone for almost a year, Someone that I won't name, that I recently broke up with and getting over them is a challenge. I know I'll be strong in time, even though he was the first person that I ever well and truly, without a doubt loved.
That someone cut me deeply. Effectively saying it was too painful to remain together. But if it was too painful, why didn't they try to address the problem at the source?
Now I’m working again, trying to distract myself from recent events, which to an extent is working. However, there are times when I can't think about anything but the breakup, those times I seem to just close my eyes and try to think about the things that make me happy.
I know I have support, and I know I don't say much, but just knowing that I'm surrounded by those that want to help... Helps.
- Nightwolf
