Sometimes I Feel TOO Weird..
12 years ago
I just feel so weird.
I mean I'm usually all like "Stay Spooky" and be wird and be yourself but I just feel SO fucking strange sometimes.
My friends are all into anime, Magic cards, computer programming, Skyrim, Fable, automotives, sports and all this other stuff.
I'm into horror movies, metal/punk rock, cinema, monster makeup, writing stories and man I'm just really fuckin different. I don't have anyone to really share these interests with.
I mean the only thing that brings most of us together is being a furry, or being in the same school. But even still I just feel so weird from all of you guys. I get weird looks from a lot of you guys because I don't look like I belong here, or I get looked at because people just want to sleep with me.
I don't really think anyone realizes that I get sad because I brush off everything and I keep on laughing. But really it hurts. I just feel really strange around here,
People can console me all they want and really I'm not looking for that. I just need to get that out there.
I don't wanna pretend and conform or anything but... sometimes I feel like Wednesday Adams in the Brady Bunch and it's not always fun...It's lonely even when it's crowded.
I mean I'm usually all like "Stay Spooky" and be wird and be yourself but I just feel SO fucking strange sometimes.
My friends are all into anime, Magic cards, computer programming, Skyrim, Fable, automotives, sports and all this other stuff.
I'm into horror movies, metal/punk rock, cinema, monster makeup, writing stories and man I'm just really fuckin different. I don't have anyone to really share these interests with.
I mean the only thing that brings most of us together is being a furry, or being in the same school. But even still I just feel so weird from all of you guys. I get weird looks from a lot of you guys because I don't look like I belong here, or I get looked at because people just want to sleep with me.
I don't really think anyone realizes that I get sad because I brush off everything and I keep on laughing. But really it hurts. I just feel really strange around here,
People can console me all they want and really I'm not looking for that. I just need to get that out there.
I don't wanna pretend and conform or anything but... sometimes I feel like Wednesday Adams in the Brady Bunch and it's not always fun...It's lonely even when it's crowded.
Don't lose that shit.
if i did
i would be like trying to have classic monster movie conversations with you
I like such a broad spectrum of things.
totally forgot the rest of my cheer up rant shit im here for you things ._.
I feel like you're like a brother I always wanted because I admire you so much and you really taught me how to have a good time and come out of my own shell. You may or may not know this, but I'm a very antisocial person and I really hate driving long distances, but because I'm friends with you and so many other people who also inspire me, I continuously find a way to each and every meet to see you, my friends, my family.
With all that being said, stop being a sap and keep a stiff upper lip. We're all in this together on this planet, wither we have stuff in common or not.
<3
Thanks man.. heh
I just feel like I have to come to terms and accept myself as an individual heh.
and okay "hugs you= godforbid we get pulled off tied up in Mulan's hooks onto a Mini Cooper.
I think I should make a habbit to be around weird people