Depression and its effects on art
12 years ago
My depression
has kinda caused me to hit rock bottom at the moment.
Recently, the guy I liked told me he would date me if I wasn't so fat
and generally this wouldn't bother me
but
It's the same reason I get turned down
And you could go on to say "But it's your own fault! You can work out and lose weight!"
Trust me, I've tried.
I worked out and ate right for 3 months straight and the only weight I lost was a measly 5 pounds but boy did I gain muscle.
But I guess the gist of this journal is
idk what I feel like doing right now.
idk
I'll shut up and do art
has kinda caused me to hit rock bottom at the moment.
Recently, the guy I liked told me he would date me if I wasn't so fat
and generally this wouldn't bother me
but
It's the same reason I get turned down
And you could go on to say "But it's your own fault! You can work out and lose weight!"
Trust me, I've tried.
I worked out and ate right for 3 months straight and the only weight I lost was a measly 5 pounds but boy did I gain muscle.
But I guess the gist of this journal is
idk what I feel like doing right now.
idk
I'll shut up and do art
*offers e-hugs*
mew?
(also muscle weighs more then fat)
Thick girls are awesome
Besides, who wouldn't want to be able to balance stuff on their belly? I know that's my favorite perk.. Being skinny looks a bit unhealthy to me imo .-.
My excuse is that I just love my abs so much I hide them under some fat to keep them safe :3
You're fine the way you are and that guy is just a shallow douche canoe full of niffy loo pudding, he doesn't deserve your attention >:C