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So last night I did hallucinogens
12 years ago
And I tried to keep a log of it:
1:39 - Just took 15 pills of Benadryl. That’s 375mgs of Diphenhydramine. Let’s get this party started.
2:00 - Starting to feel a bit tired. Like a heavy tired. Dat’s ok tho.
2:08 - Feel really tired now.
2:11 – I feel like a rock
2:16 I have come to terms with the fact that I am a rock and there are little pink worms crawling over the computer screen
2:20 my phon looks like it’s so far away and my clothes are trying ti get out og the hamper. I’m still a rock.
2:23 my computer feels like a bag of bricks
2:29 I’m shaking. My hands are made of ice. And my grandma’s Jesus statue is disappointed
2:31 What is oving aroud?
Everything after this got crazy. I started shaking and getting really scared. I stood up to go to the bathroom and I thought I was a tree. I felt like I couldn't move anything so I ended up stomping around my house like a dumbass.
I couldn't type or text properly after 2:31 so I gave up on typing shit so I called my friend and I would be laying there and I couldn't even tell if he was talking to me cause he would say something and then he would say something again but it felt like he was taking years to say something back so I was like Are you even talking? How long have we been on the phone? Why are you taking so long to talk? Am I asleep? What is going on? All he could do was laugh at me and all I could do was laugh with him.
Shit got crazy. I started hearing voices and I thought someone was stuck in my fireplace.
It was weird.
I think the next time I do this, I’m going to have someone with me.lol
All in all, it was a cool experience tho.
1:39 - Just took 15 pills of Benadryl. That’s 375mgs of Diphenhydramine. Let’s get this party started.
2:00 - Starting to feel a bit tired. Like a heavy tired. Dat’s ok tho.
2:08 - Feel really tired now.
2:11 – I feel like a rock
2:16 I have come to terms with the fact that I am a rock and there are little pink worms crawling over the computer screen
2:20 my phon looks like it’s so far away and my clothes are trying ti get out og the hamper. I’m still a rock.
2:23 my computer feels like a bag of bricks
2:29 I’m shaking. My hands are made of ice. And my grandma’s Jesus statue is disappointed
2:31 What is oving aroud?
Everything after this got crazy. I started shaking and getting really scared. I stood up to go to the bathroom and I thought I was a tree. I felt like I couldn't move anything so I ended up stomping around my house like a dumbass.
I couldn't type or text properly after 2:31 so I gave up on typing shit so I called my friend and I would be laying there and I couldn't even tell if he was talking to me cause he would say something and then he would say something again but it felt like he was taking years to say something back so I was like Are you even talking? How long have we been on the phone? Why are you taking so long to talk? Am I asleep? What is going on? All he could do was laugh at me and all I could do was laugh with him.
Shit got crazy. I started hearing voices and I thought someone was stuck in my fireplace.
It was weird.
I think the next time I do this, I’m going to have someone with me.lol
All in all, it was a cool experience tho.
idk how much research you did but im a total drug nerd and it's a shame to see someone start off on such a bad note, but erowid is good for getting an idea of what something will do to you so you can know if it seems like your thing or not. too bad everything sucked but hopefully if you decide to trip again youll have a better time w/ something easier + a buddy
Like, I wasn't running around and screaming in terror or anything.
But I guess mixing paranoia with drugs is never a good thing and I started seeing demons and I thought I was going to float away so I got scared and went to sleep.lol
But I also know if I do it, i will make damn sure I have someone with me cause it was scary as fuck doing it by myself.lol
I started feeling really fuzzy and then for some reason I thought nothing could make noise unless I looked at it, so I kept rapidly looking at everyone who tried to talk to me, then I kept hearing the same thought in my head over and over like an echo, after an hour of that I started getting paranoid and sick, seeing things on the walls, and since we had a shag carpet.. I thought bugs were crawling out of it.
End of that night I was in the bathroom for 8 hours puking and thinking the carpet was going to eat me.
Never. Again.
Paranoia + drugs = Bad.
Oh, may I ask why you did it? Curiousity or..?
I did it partially out of Curiosity and partially because I wanted to see if I could draw while tripping. Needless to say I thought my computer was a bag of bricks so drawing was out of the question.lol
I think there was a man who actually did different drugs and made a blog on the artwork he did while on the effects of each one.
I decided on Benadryl cause it was easy to come by and cheep.
But if I do it again, I probably will do it with Benadryl.
Unless I can get my hands on some shrooms.
Oh jesus, imagine the amount of pants shitting would happen if you happened to come across one of those screamer websites while trippin' like that...
And that kiddies is how heart attacks happen.
And I have no idea how hard shrooms are to come by anymore, I know around here it's not that difficult.
I've never hallucinated before outside of little things here and there when I go too long without sleep.
I will be sure to keep my own journal. :D
Do research before you actually dive into anything and put a bit of thought into it because using Benadrly can have some pretty crazy effects on your body.
And if you do decide to do it, don't take 15.lol
Just make sure to be careful and have a friend or someone you trust with you.
I am just curious on the effects on someone with a higher tolerance to medication.
How is your tolerance?
omg.
I can't fucking type properly.