My first MAJOR girlfriend decided to come to Manchester for a surprise visit, as her brothef is my best mate it's hard to get her out of my life, she had really fucked my life up and i never realised that she was still able to mess with my head and ruined my chances with other girls... She apologised for everything... I finally feel free, the only downside is that I've already blown my chances with the girl of my dreams but who knows, who really believes in only one chance situations... come on dtyry/eagle you're getting your life together now so keep your fingers crossed for a second chance!


I realise i always put these sort of journals on here but that is because a lot of my past i have hidden from my family and facebook has too many two faced "friends" but here i can trust my friends