so my mum hat her OP and it all went well *thank all the gods for that, I feel like Mt.Everest has fallen from my heart* <3<3<3 Now we need to wait until the biopsy is done to see if they'll have to remove more parts of her bowel... A less happy note is that this form of cancer is inheritable so my sister and me are endangered of getting it too. My first reaction was-you GOT TO BE KIDDING ME?! What the hell is next, am I going to lose an arm? Leg? Eyes? Seriously, all the shit I have and now I'm endangered of getting cancer too -_-" Naja, nobody lives forever, right... ;)
Another thing that is heavy on my heart is that my new dog Rocky whom my mum decided to call Alfie after all *so cute<3* is not healthy. He has either a brain tumor or epilepsie *I can't afford to have the tests done to get clarity, they are about 900 euros <_<* and issues with his heart. So he needs tablets for his heart but nevertheless he is absolutely gorgeous, so grateful and lovable <3 I couldn't imagine being a day without him. He has his problems with strangers, dare anybody get near me, he will attack but that is nothing I am too worried about. His whole behavior has already drastically changed and I have the impression he is just so happy to be alive. Dashed away for almost 8 years in a shelter... A boy like him, desperate for love-I could cry due to the sheer thought of it. We live in a really messed up world my lovelies, do you know that?