As only a few of you know, I'm going to be heading out west to grand ol' Colorado again as a little birthday gift to myself; and maybe for as well.

Shit's gone down and of course I'm back to my mind racing self. Doesn't help that I've been getting crazy hours at work, literally I practically fucking live there, I've almost been there more often than my managers... Like really? -.-

I'm stuck on buying my plane tickets, mainly for times and what not. I'm seriously about to just change it and make it a one way flight out there and debate on coming back here... Yeah, just disappearing would not be a good thing, but I seriously don't want to be back here. I do far too much at work for not enough money. I deal with far too many ignorant and impatient motherfuckers I have to run away to keep from killing people.

I have no idea. It honestly is, a huge thorn in my side on if I should just buy the one way ticket and figure out a time to come back... Halp?