Writing Practice 2 - Start with a sentance, don't be picky.
13 years ago
General
Never think past the next step.
Don't think before the last step.
Take it one step at a time.
Ready. Set. Go.
The smile of her face fades.
The darkness returns.
The blood falls from that slender face.
The hatred returns as I watch helpless.
The fun we used to have.
The fights we always avoided.
Hell awaits us, never to see life.
I can't say I enjoy what is happening.
Can I avoid fate?
How much do we truly control?
I do seek some sort of soothing.
I hate to be left to myself, not because I enjoy company, but because I need supervision.
You're all I need, but you step outside my reach, then invite me again to repeat the process.
I am a pawn, a toy, a manipulated object of those around me.
I look forward to ending what suffering I have, but I will not force it.
I make others suffer to ease my suffering, to make my life look good in comparison.
I write to keep my mind away from the inevitable, to keep control.
. . . I think that is enough for now.
Don't think before the last step.
Take it one step at a time.
Ready. Set. Go.
The smile of her face fades.
The darkness returns.
The blood falls from that slender face.
The hatred returns as I watch helpless.
The fun we used to have.
The fights we always avoided.
Hell awaits us, never to see life.
I can't say I enjoy what is happening.
Can I avoid fate?
How much do we truly control?
I do seek some sort of soothing.
I hate to be left to myself, not because I enjoy company, but because I need supervision.
You're all I need, but you step outside my reach, then invite me again to repeat the process.
I am a pawn, a toy, a manipulated object of those around me.
I look forward to ending what suffering I have, but I will not force it.
I make others suffer to ease my suffering, to make my life look good in comparison.
I write to keep my mind away from the inevitable, to keep control.
. . . I think that is enough for now.
FA+

Well, now-a-days it is more of "I don't have a phone OR a computer." But I'm not giving up my computer.
I'm glad you willing to help me. I think you are one of the few that can understand what it is like to have little control over your mind when it truly matters.
The only time I have access to a phone is the weekend, and often you're out having a grand-o-time, just like I visit my familiars.
Yes. :/
Well im here. And you can go off on me. its all good.
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What reason would I want to go off on you? ^.^ I hope you can put me in a better mood if I ever manage to take up your offer.
Just avoid meaningless replies.
"Lol" or "K." aren't my ideal conversation topics. That, and the word "Whatever." drives me into insanity.
Because sometimes its good to go off. its needed.
If we met in person... would you brush my hair?
My buttons are best left alone right now. ^.^ I'm in a silly mood, and I don't want to lose that.
As for me, I prefer my nightmares.