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Home but so far away
12 years ago
Finally back home in Georgia after 8 years, but I still feel miles away, none of my old friends are worth hanging out with anymore, town has changed so much, no real idea what to do anymore, who to hang out with, all my attempts to find friends to spend time with have come up short, no real clue what to do, depression is setting in, the past few days it has slowly gotten worse.
I have lost so much the past year, lost a very good friend who I was very close to, she didn't pass on but we had a fight that cost our friendship of 7 years, moved away from alot of other friends, many furries, will miss you guys the most, was alot of fun hanging out with all of you, I question every day if the idea to move was a good one but it is to late to go back now, we are pretty much broke and stranded for the moment.
Just back to feeling like a caged animal, I can feel more and more of myself slipping away each day, it gets harder and harder to remain inside, the walls getting closer, I just feel so lost and distant even though I grew up in this house, I am not sure what is causing it but for now, I just try to stay sane daily and try to make the best of it.
I have lost so much the past year, lost a very good friend who I was very close to, she didn't pass on but we had a fight that cost our friendship of 7 years, moved away from alot of other friends, many furries, will miss you guys the most, was alot of fun hanging out with all of you, I question every day if the idea to move was a good one but it is to late to go back now, we are pretty much broke and stranded for the moment.
Just back to feeling like a caged animal, I can feel more and more of myself slipping away each day, it gets harder and harder to remain inside, the walls getting closer, I just feel so lost and distant even though I grew up in this house, I am not sure what is causing it but for now, I just try to stay sane daily and try to make the best of it.
I wish I could have been more of a friend while you were here. I'm so sorry.
I hope that you'll be online some. At least more than before. You seemed to disappear. And um, how is your dragon suit turning out? Yeah, I remember ^^
I don't know where you are there, but my friend
I don't know exactly where the Georgia furs I know are, but I can drop a note for you, asking if they know anyone in your area.
Sorry to hear about your neck and other problems. That sucks man.
Thank you for the kind words, but I wasn't a good friend to you. I panicked and let my social anxiety take control. I didn't give you that ride to Pull and Save when you really needed it. Then I hid. That is not being a friend. I'm sorry. I wish I could drink a beer with you. Even go cruise around the mountains. You're a cool person.