sometimes i wish youd understand me. understand the feelings i had for you from the start. The first day i met you...i swear i remember that day. locking eyes with you. amiling. laughing. all the days after that as well were happy for me. you where my best friend but i wanted more. betraying my heart i locked away my feelings for you never to think of it again but one day...they came back. stronger then ever as if it was just building up inside. But you didnt care. and you still dont. you say you love me but only as a friend but you use me as a tool. im onlky needed by you when you want something otherwise im put on a self left there to see you go off with other guys. i try my hardest to keep my heart in check but i cant not around you for some reason. i see something in you that would make me so happy to have you in my arms. but...i guess somethings arent ment to be. Guys the nice guy always does finish last huh?



-sorry about this i just needed a place to vent my mind on a personal matter. What with the would be 6 year anniversary of me and my ex coming up along side the day she broke up with me a year ago and now another girl coming into my life just to fuck my brain up it gets hard keeping a smile on my face soooo im sorry about this.