Okay, been trying to post for a good while, but SO much shit has been happening. So, moved into a new place, a new state, a new home, allll that shit. after a few weeks of looking, I even got my first, real real job. Part time cashier at Staples. And it's well, pretty great. Bit of a drive, 12 miles, 24 there and back, but ya know the vibe is really nice, the people are pretty great, both co-works and customers, and it really skates by really quick, like so quick sometimes i get so caught up, that it's nearly closing and I never took my break, and I'm not annoyed about it xD.

So yeah, training should be ending soon. But now... more.. awkward things. Seems Mom, and her boyfriend, James, the owner of the house, have been going through some... Things. Mom assures me I'm not at the root of it, and though I rather don't like James overall, I've actually defended him more readily than mom. Though I'm always going to be on my mothers side, I'm just making sure she's being fair, and all that, but she's about over it. So this morning, she started talking exist strategy with me....

Yeah, pretty heavy stuff xD though she assures me that we have opposition, still, some crazy shit might be going on these next few weeks, still I'll keep you posted, it could mean things will get better here (He's kind of a Nazi with the internet, unplugging the modem all the time, and moms fed up with his control freak nature overall) Could mean us moving a hand full of miles (A friend of moms, who's been one of her "Shoulders to cry on" has offered a place) Too a few states ( We have lotsa choices in Mississippi, though neither of us really want to go there xD Her sister back an Georgia has both a large house, and a Scrubs store for both a job and a place to live, and she's pretty sure she could tough a few strings, and get herself a job at a nudist resort in Florida) Sooo, yeah, for now I'm just staying the course, honestly I'm over all comfortable here, and I don't think any of are choices would really be that much worse. Not to mention whether we leave or if things change for the better... Well I haven't had a "Home" Since I was 11 or so, I didn't feel all that welcome back with my Dad, and though moms tried her damnedest, I don't really feel welcome here yet.

So who knows, I foresee a bit of roughness ahead, but from the looks of it, it's just a cloudy night before the sun shines through, I'll keep you all posted my dear friends, and thanks for taking the time to listen ^^