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Apologize for commission delays
12 years ago
Hey out there.
I just wanna say sorry for my delays on the commissions I got.
Some of you have been waiting a year already for your order and some a bit more, and I can only apologize for it at the moment.
I have been asked why I don't do more about it or make more art at the moment, and here is my reply:
My world/life behinds the screen sucks big time.
As I already said a couple of times before in my other journals, am I jobless. I really wish to get a job so I can get out and meet people and of course earn some money. But Denmark is so *BIIIIIB* this days, so there aren't any jobs unless you already got like 20 years of experience or an education. But a person like me that got only like 13 years of experience and no education can't get a job.
And soon will some rules for "social assistance" or whatever it's called in English, be changed so jobless people like me gets cut down to half pay, they are doing this to force people out to take a new education with SU instead. Just one thing… SU isn't so well paid either. In the end I mith have to sell my car, but buss and trains cost also a *BIIIIIB* much these days, and job places often happens to be more interesting in people that got a car, so WTF man?!?
How is that gotta work? If I keep the car, will I keep getting high bills. But if I get rid of the car, will I have to pay more for driving with buss and trains every day, and there is a big risk for less jobs.
So… gaaaah!!!!
And the question is, what education shall I take when there aren't any jobs? I already got 3 ground- education, so what shall the 4 be? My dream education can't I get because I don't have money or other school- education in my pocket to be able to enter. It's so *BIIIIIB* up all of it.
It both pisses me off and makes me sad. And it's not helping either since I'm dealing with depression and is on strong medic for it.
Some mith say: "Just take commissions and earn extra money from that"
Yeah right, try sit down and start to draw, paint or write, with all this stress that keeps jumping in the back of your head. I also have to watch out what I say to the job center, because if I just say one word wrong, then I can lose the right for money by the "social assistance" office.
And just to make my daily life more miserable… my family was on visit yesterday. And one of the first things my mom tells me is that my stepdad now got lung cancer and he doesn't even smoke, she tells me while she trys not to cry in front of me. Plus it's only few weeks ago my mom have been under the knife herself because she got weak legs. She can hardly go up the stairs.
So every day is a pain for me.
I'm not asking for your sympathy or anything, only that you understand why I'm slow with my work, since it's rare for me to have good days at the moment.
With this off my mind, will I take the time to thanks people for wishing me happy birthday the other day.
Thanks.
I just wanna say sorry for my delays on the commissions I got.
Some of you have been waiting a year already for your order and some a bit more, and I can only apologize for it at the moment.
I have been asked why I don't do more about it or make more art at the moment, and here is my reply:
My world/life behinds the screen sucks big time.
As I already said a couple of times before in my other journals, am I jobless. I really wish to get a job so I can get out and meet people and of course earn some money. But Denmark is so *BIIIIIB* this days, so there aren't any jobs unless you already got like 20 years of experience or an education. But a person like me that got only like 13 years of experience and no education can't get a job.
And soon will some rules for "social assistance" or whatever it's called in English, be changed so jobless people like me gets cut down to half pay, they are doing this to force people out to take a new education with SU instead. Just one thing… SU isn't so well paid either. In the end I mith have to sell my car, but buss and trains cost also a *BIIIIIB* much these days, and job places often happens to be more interesting in people that got a car, so WTF man?!?
How is that gotta work? If I keep the car, will I keep getting high bills. But if I get rid of the car, will I have to pay more for driving with buss and trains every day, and there is a big risk for less jobs.
So… gaaaah!!!!
And the question is, what education shall I take when there aren't any jobs? I already got 3 ground- education, so what shall the 4 be? My dream education can't I get because I don't have money or other school- education in my pocket to be able to enter. It's so *BIIIIIB* up all of it.
It both pisses me off and makes me sad. And it's not helping either since I'm dealing with depression and is on strong medic for it.
Some mith say: "Just take commissions and earn extra money from that"
Yeah right, try sit down and start to draw, paint or write, with all this stress that keeps jumping in the back of your head. I also have to watch out what I say to the job center, because if I just say one word wrong, then I can lose the right for money by the "social assistance" office.
And just to make my daily life more miserable… my family was on visit yesterday. And one of the first things my mom tells me is that my stepdad now got lung cancer and he doesn't even smoke, she tells me while she trys not to cry in front of me. Plus it's only few weeks ago my mom have been under the knife herself because she got weak legs. She can hardly go up the stairs.
So every day is a pain for me.
I'm not asking for your sympathy or anything, only that you understand why I'm slow with my work, since it's rare for me to have good days at the moment.
With this off my mind, will I take the time to thanks people for wishing me happy birthday the other day.
Thanks.
