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8 years ago
Hm, it's been a year since I made a journal, wow.
Well, what do I have to tell this time?
Things haven't been to good once again, like that's new *roll eyes*
I lost yet an other job where I were for a half year, their excuse was there wasn't money enough in the budge to hired me because I'm too expensive, yet they hired 4 other people while I was there. Bullshit.
And............ I'm sick or something.
Doing the job as driver, I was giving a new route, so I was driving the new route with the older driver to learned the new places and stuff, I started to fall asleep and even worse black out while driving.
There have been 3 times where the older driver had to grab the wheel and pull the car back on the road, because I blacked out. I was total gone.
I went to the doctor where they took a blood test on me, and turns out I got to low blood percent and not enough iron in my body, plus some virus that did I was freezing my ass off even when I was wearing 3 shirts, a thick west and a huge jacket and full power on the heat in the car, I was still freezing.
So driving is off limit until I'm back on my feet.
I was put on iron pills for over a month and then a new blood test, but the result haven't changed. The doctor don't know what to do with me, so she is sending me to the hospital this Wednesday to see if they can figure out what's wrong with my body, as I still black out, heck I even blacked out on my last day at work, my mom had to pick me up because I was unable to drive myself.
So I'm home sick until I have been by the hospital.
What else do I have to tell...
I had become an aunt, but not for long...
My older stepbrother and his wife had a baby, but the baby was born 3 weeks to early, so he had to stay at the hospital.
He was sooooo tiny, hardly bigger then a small cat.
But he got sick, and as they scanned him, they founded out his intestines were broken. He was rotten up inside, he didn't survive the surgery.
So as you can see/read, things haven't been to good around here.
Which explains why you haven't seen much from me.
But oh well, shit happens, just gotta try stay positive.
Well, what do I have to tell this time?
Things haven't been to good once again, like that's new *roll eyes*
I lost yet an other job where I were for a half year, their excuse was there wasn't money enough in the budge to hired me because I'm too expensive, yet they hired 4 other people while I was there. Bullshit.
And............ I'm sick or something.
Doing the job as driver, I was giving a new route, so I was driving the new route with the older driver to learned the new places and stuff, I started to fall asleep and even worse black out while driving.
There have been 3 times where the older driver had to grab the wheel and pull the car back on the road, because I blacked out. I was total gone.
I went to the doctor where they took a blood test on me, and turns out I got to low blood percent and not enough iron in my body, plus some virus that did I was freezing my ass off even when I was wearing 3 shirts, a thick west and a huge jacket and full power on the heat in the car, I was still freezing.
So driving is off limit until I'm back on my feet.
I was put on iron pills for over a month and then a new blood test, but the result haven't changed. The doctor don't know what to do with me, so she is sending me to the hospital this Wednesday to see if they can figure out what's wrong with my body, as I still black out, heck I even blacked out on my last day at work, my mom had to pick me up because I was unable to drive myself.
So I'm home sick until I have been by the hospital.
What else do I have to tell...
I had become an aunt, but not for long...
My older stepbrother and his wife had a baby, but the baby was born 3 weeks to early, so he had to stay at the hospital.
He was sooooo tiny, hardly bigger then a small cat.
But he got sick, and as they scanned him, they founded out his intestines were broken. He was rotten up inside, he didn't survive the surgery.
So as you can see/read, things haven't been to good around here.
Which explains why you haven't seen much from me.
But oh well, shit happens, just gotta try stay positive.
I really hope for a brighter future for all of you.
And I hope that with some time, whatever virus harrasses your body will ease off and eventually get out of your system so you can live on without worrying about that.
Being sad and mourning is definitely okay here, no doubt about that, but I think it shows a lot of strength that you want to stay positive through the hard times! And I can only support that. In fact, I support anything you set your mind to!
Good luck with everything! Though these were not the greatest news in the world, it is very nice to hear from you again :)