tosses confetti
12 years ago
here I am again, lord help me
I'm afraid my artistic skills just diminished from a wave of depression and anxiety. I've lost my skill for long sequences, something I barely knew what to do without. Especially since that is what I love to do so much for porn. But at least I can still do sketches and less involved works, I hope eventually I can be back to the skill level I was at previously!! I greatly miss being so productive and capable.
Sorry for the spam of sketches about to come over the next couple days. Just some things I've been doing on the side, not much but something!!
I'm afraid my artistic skills just diminished from a wave of depression and anxiety. I've lost my skill for long sequences, something I barely knew what to do without. Especially since that is what I love to do so much for porn. But at least I can still do sketches and less involved works, I hope eventually I can be back to the skill level I was at previously!! I greatly miss being so productive and capable.
Sorry for the spam of sketches about to come over the next couple days. Just some things I've been doing on the side, not much but something!!
How've you been?
I've been better than I have been, trying to keep myself rolling after FWA so I hopefully don't slide back into a reclusive stump.
And I'm glad to hear it. ;; Been worried about you. I feel you on the reclusive stump side of things, believe me. xD
Glad to hear you're getting better!
Definitely doing better than I have in months, trying to stay positive and maintain energy!
yeah depression and anxiety....deprenxity... is the pits
im just now feeling like i can crawl out of that and get back into suit makeing
once this icky cold weather goes away
but still! yayness! once fundage recovers from a nasty speedbump i'd like to comision you for something fluffy and adorbs
ahhh I wish spring would actually kick in @@ we keep getting snow predictions...
also you should totally add me on skype or smthhhhh
thank you for the warm welcome c:
Hee, of course, deserving of such! ^_^
Though I don't know you personally and didn't know you were out of sorts, I'm glad you're doing at least a little better. (I assume.) Hopefully I can catch a commission slot someday, now that I'm back after my own battles.
That's all.
I'm sorry to hear that you've had your own battles to face as well :c but at least we've begun our upwards incline (hopefully)!
Last night I was groggy and might have been a little misleading with what I typed. Though I've had mood/emotional problems in the past, since I've had an owner and a job they haven't really taken hold again. With little (sometimes lots) of effort, FauxPaw has helped me stay level. What's kept me from FA, etc., has been my being overwhelmed and intimidated by being social online. It seems like a lot of work and getting to know people this way is exhaustingly slow. However if I'm not here nothing happens. I was avoiding thinking about my situation and distracted by life too. For months I worked overtime every day, seven days a week and just slept the rest of the time.
Anyway, I missed most of the con getting my suit done but it's great to have it done now. ...sorry for spamming your journal but I always like to be accurate. It wouldn't be so bad if I could be more concise. (a problem since starting Adderall) As it turns out my connection will be out for about another week. Anyway I'll keep my eye out for openings for commissions. Again I'm glad you're on the upswing.