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Pretty bloody busy, and some things to get off my chest.
12 years ago
hey all who read my journal but otherwise don't, but if you should read, welcome to a rare journal post that I put up on FA.
Firstly, I've got to say that I'm so bogged down with RL stuffs and focusing on my 3D animation reel that all drawing works have to stop, while i focus on this. There is a possible chance of me actually getting a proper job for animating in June, and until that day comes, I have to focus on getting my demo reel up before then for submission. I apologize for the lack of updates and works.
Secondly, someone's boyfriend apparently told my friend that he wants to leave him. Regarding relationships, they rise and fall, no question about it. But what makes me feel like this is really bloody pathetic is that, my friend's been helping him out when he got stuck. He even helped to raise some money for the fella while he was picking himself up from scam that he got himself into, and recently I heard the guy wants to leave the relationship because the distance was making it hurt for him.
Well I have my own bunch of opinions on it. It's fucking pathetic, for one. The second is that they've met IRL, and they actually enjoyed each others' presence, but because of the wall of distance, he's giving up? After all my friend's done for him? As I said before, relationships rise and fall. I actually respected this guy before because of how my friend kept telling me what a wonderful guy he is, and that he loves him to bits.
As of now, my respect for this guy, until otherwise, has been smashed to ground zero. I have absolutely no respect for you, because of your inability to try and make things work, and simply giving up because "it hurts".
Of course it fucking hurts, goddammit. I'm in a bloody long distance relationship myself, and I face the pains myself, as well, and so does my boyfriend. But we still kept it going and try to make things work even though it really hurts. But just because it hurts doesn't mean I just give up on whatever commitment and effort that's been put into the relationship. It's a waste, it's a lousy and pathetic way to end a good relationship, and it shows me what the person inside truly is like.
~~Ranting wuffers~~
Firstly, I've got to say that I'm so bogged down with RL stuffs and focusing on my 3D animation reel that all drawing works have to stop, while i focus on this. There is a possible chance of me actually getting a proper job for animating in June, and until that day comes, I have to focus on getting my demo reel up before then for submission. I apologize for the lack of updates and works.
Secondly, someone's boyfriend apparently told my friend that he wants to leave him. Regarding relationships, they rise and fall, no question about it. But what makes me feel like this is really bloody pathetic is that, my friend's been helping him out when he got stuck. He even helped to raise some money for the fella while he was picking himself up from scam that he got himself into, and recently I heard the guy wants to leave the relationship because the distance was making it hurt for him.
Well I have my own bunch of opinions on it. It's fucking pathetic, for one. The second is that they've met IRL, and they actually enjoyed each others' presence, but because of the wall of distance, he's giving up? After all my friend's done for him? As I said before, relationships rise and fall. I actually respected this guy before because of how my friend kept telling me what a wonderful guy he is, and that he loves him to bits.
As of now, my respect for this guy, until otherwise, has been smashed to ground zero. I have absolutely no respect for you, because of your inability to try and make things work, and simply giving up because "it hurts".
Of course it fucking hurts, goddammit. I'm in a bloody long distance relationship myself, and I face the pains myself, as well, and so does my boyfriend. But we still kept it going and try to make things work even though it really hurts. But just because it hurts doesn't mean I just give up on whatever commitment and effort that's been put into the relationship. It's a waste, it's a lousy and pathetic way to end a good relationship, and it shows me what the person inside truly is like.
~~Ranting wuffers~~
Also...I don't know why, but FA hasn't shown me a single one of your pieces, despite my having had you on my watch list for quite some time. Your work is absolutely amazing, and I apologize most sincerely for not having commented on the absolutely delicious stuff you've been posting all this time. I know you haven't updated in awhile, but..thank you. Thank you for all the inspiration and for all the comments. I really do appreciate it, and I hope that I haven't come across as being ungrateful in any way.
I hope real life is treating you well. :)
As for my works, weeeelll... It's kinda ok, I guess. I don't really mind not having comments and all, since most of what I draw are mostly curiosity as well as trying to get the anatomy to look right. I don't mind commenting since I prefer to just say something rather than think about stuff.