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revelation.
12 years ago
So there i was. sober
completely sober
i've learned something. drugs, alcohol, meditative visions they dont mean a thing unless there is a goal. I found motivation by contemplation. not truly a changed man but an enriched mind. i have found it. thats what i realized. you see its not the thc that fuels the mind but its root. where does your thought lie? mine was in a state of loss and despair. not defeat but in retreat. cornered. what if we thought that there is no defeat but the war always wages on that we can win no matter what. that cheating is in itself the way of winning, but we always can win. we can. if we can get the tools we can cross a finish line. but i found my tools. my finish line is where god takes me. no more games.
so where is it i go? who knows but its not me. this isnt about me its about all of us. the white, the black, the guy the gal the gay the straight. we all are a state of mind and a walk. just walk in the right direction and to put it bluntly accept that you arnt special or better really. but know you are you. there is no better really as there is comfort in yourself and knowing you can always can improve. complete comfort in your own self. i have found it. we can all find it. we are all as evil as we choose but we are only concerned when it makes us feel bad. lets go forward. we arnt getting any younger.
completely sober
i've learned something. drugs, alcohol, meditative visions they dont mean a thing unless there is a goal. I found motivation by contemplation. not truly a changed man but an enriched mind. i have found it. thats what i realized. you see its not the thc that fuels the mind but its root. where does your thought lie? mine was in a state of loss and despair. not defeat but in retreat. cornered. what if we thought that there is no defeat but the war always wages on that we can win no matter what. that cheating is in itself the way of winning, but we always can win. we can. if we can get the tools we can cross a finish line. but i found my tools. my finish line is where god takes me. no more games.
so where is it i go? who knows but its not me. this isnt about me its about all of us. the white, the black, the guy the gal the gay the straight. we all are a state of mind and a walk. just walk in the right direction and to put it bluntly accept that you arnt special or better really. but know you are you. there is no better really as there is comfort in yourself and knowing you can always can improve. complete comfort in your own self. i have found it. we can all find it. we are all as evil as we choose but we are only concerned when it makes us feel bad. lets go forward. we arnt getting any younger.
