I have to quit my job. The ones close to me know how immature and unprofessional my coworkers and supervisors are.. the incident this past Sunday has pushed me over the edge.
I'm too good for my job. I take things seriously. I try my hardest on everything I do. This job has broken my work ethic. 20 and 30 year old, acting like children, supervisors stealing from planes... It's hard to watch. I am constantly sick from how unsanitary this job is. I weigh the stress of my job so heavily on my shoulders... which probably contributes to my health.
I'm unhappy.. and things keep getting worse. I need the income though. My 2nd job may have a position I can take up... I would save over 100 bucks a month not driving to the airport if I were put on daily at Pier 1..
But a position is just a possibility.
I still have my commissions to rely on. I don't think I am charging enough though. I don't want to be a douche and raise the prices.. because I really don't know how much I deserve for my art.
I still want to go to AC. I need it. It has given me motivation through all the bullshit that has happened before. I planned on staying with the airport job until AC was over, but I can't go on like this. I'm always sick, stressed and unhappy. And thanks to the stress, I take medicine so I don't dry heave and barf on a daily basis.
I'm not being dramatic. My real friends know how I've been feeling since the day I got this job.
I have to leave in 10 minutes for work and I'm in tears. Why risk my health and happiness for only 600 bucks a month.
I am putting in my 2 weeks.. or quitting on the spot. It's been too much.