Erf, it's been a while since I ever have any activity.

So, things have been stressful and busy on the last few months ever since I got my residency card. I've been trying to get into drawing again but the problem is motivation. The things that happened took a toll on it and that's why I haven't been drawing.

The major impact on my motivation was the work application I did months ago. I got my residency card which meant that I can take up better job here in Ireland. Before this I've been working as a freelancer, and I want to work in a firm so that I have a more stable income. I applied to a marketing firm and I didn't get the job but I then asked as to why and I wanted an honest feedback. It was honest but it hurt my motivation on anything art or design related. So, I decide that I will need to study more after that and I will need to make a new portfolio since I don't think I want to use my old portfolio anymore.

Now, back to present. Been studying more, working idly on personal projects and for nordicfuzzcon. It's April, things not that great still. We need a new car and with me not having a job yet, it's gonna take a chunk of our savings. I still don't feel of working again though, as the result for the work I did for NFC was below par IMO. But at this rate, I will have to try though.

I plan to be able to have a new portfolio before May and I may be able to draw a bit here and there but we'll see. But I'm really sorry if I don't respond or anything.