Heya everyone, long time no see. I hope FA is doing well.
My close friends already know whats going on, kinda. I'm here in socal on a job lead, one that I was under the table guaranteed. I've been here for about 5 months on this lead, just waiting for the calls and waiting for the hiring process to progress, and yesterday I got an email saying that they would NOT hire me, because I do not fit their employment needs. The only possible thing that could have happened was that there was some sort of misunderstanding in my final interview about my availability. I've been trying to get ahold of the hr person in charge of this to ask her for specifics and try and clear this up, but she's always either not at her desk or in a meeting. I will continue to call every few hours until I get to speak to her personally. :T
When I get ahold of her, I'll post what happens...

Internally I'm freaking out so bad. I've been moving all over the state these past four years not being able to find stable work, not being able to make livable money so I can settle down and have a safe and stable living environment so I can go back to school, and FINALLY I get an opportunity and I feel like it just punched me in the face.


So I guess this is just a journal updating my life status and why I'm not working on art lately, and looking for some advice and support. ALSO for those of you I owe art to, I completely intend on finishing my work. Stress does not make me very inspired, BUT if you are tired of my crap(lol), please feel free to send me a note here or skpe me(toastophilia) and ask for a refund. No hard feelings, I totally understand. :)