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My anger.
12 years ago
Ahh, finally, a journal written by me. As from the subject as you can see, I am just gonna talk about: my anger - and how it has arisen in just a couple of days.
Ahem... you know as a teen, you will have that one bully that will pick on you for any reason that they can, yes? The bully in my situation aims for my sexuality, just attempts to cause me hell and it gets to me, I try to avoid the rage building inside of me, it's pretty difficult. After the incident on the bus, I could possibly bet involved in a fight.
Another instance is my MP3 player, sounds stupid, right? But, I digress, since I had dropped it on the way of running to my bus, I had dropped it and tne screen cracked, causing it to start to poorly detect my finger pressing, furthering my anger
So today, after having it on the charger, I decided that I want to listen to some Lapfox Trax. After trying for over 5 minutes to press the 'Music' area of the screen, I began throwing it around, cracking the screen more, still unable to do anything, I used the mouse ball from a computer mouse I had, I layed the MP3 on the floor and threw the ball at it, breaking the screen to where it was entirely broken. So the MP3 now sits in my bathroom trashcan.
I am almost done. I am going to snap. I am going to hurt someone. I am going to... be angry. Entirely, nothing but rage for as long as I am pulled by my emotions.
For any of whom it concerns, I am sorry.
Ahem... you know as a teen, you will have that one bully that will pick on you for any reason that they can, yes? The bully in my situation aims for my sexuality, just attempts to cause me hell and it gets to me, I try to avoid the rage building inside of me, it's pretty difficult. After the incident on the bus, I could possibly bet involved in a fight.
Another instance is my MP3 player, sounds stupid, right? But, I digress, since I had dropped it on the way of running to my bus, I had dropped it and tne screen cracked, causing it to start to poorly detect my finger pressing, furthering my anger
So today, after having it on the charger, I decided that I want to listen to some Lapfox Trax. After trying for over 5 minutes to press the 'Music' area of the screen, I began throwing it around, cracking the screen more, still unable to do anything, I used the mouse ball from a computer mouse I had, I layed the MP3 on the floor and threw the ball at it, breaking the screen to where it was entirely broken. So the MP3 now sits in my bathroom trashcan.
I am almost done. I am going to snap. I am going to hurt someone. I am going to... be angry. Entirely, nothing but rage for as long as I am pulled by my emotions.
For any of whom it concerns, I am sorry.
