i’m currently very tired, stressed, depressed with it. i’m not really enjoying the workload and the things that we’re being taught right now. i grit my teeth everytime i hear my alarm go off, and get up at the bloody crack of dawn.

but I’m not gonna give up. i love to learn. i want knowledge and to know what’s going on in this wonderful world. if i drop out of school now, i won’t be able to get a job. even if i get a job, it will probably be the shittiest thing that pays below minimum wage. really, i’m trying to look forward to the summer, to the weekends, to the time when i’ll be at college doing something that i WANT to work in, and that i have an interest in. then i imagine working in a job i do not hate and make a decent wage in. and owning a dog or cat when i get enough money. <3

but for now we must remember that this is only temporary, and that school will not be like this forever. whether you have 4,3,2, or 1 more year, please keep on trucking. take one thing at a time. if you can’t fix it, try and be flexible.

everything will be okay in the end. if it’s not okay, it’s not the end.