my nightmares are taking me down.
12 years ago
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so as i sit here. i think to my self. why is life so fucking hard. and it came to me. LIFE isn't hard. its the people around you that makes shit hard.
Last year i lost my home job and truck. (got the truck back tho) and in processes of losing everything i had ever worked for and sacrificed for. (there was roommate that did equity as much as I, we shared my truck to live in) i was raped. nust just one person i had full on people i trusted gang rapped me after taking all of each of my paychecks... idk i just can let it go. they hurt me and not so much of fuck you. or thank you. for use of my body with out there permission. i mean really....
i regret not going to the hospital, i regret not talking to the police. all i think now its going to happened again to some poor person like me. i keep having nightmares about it. wake up and shit but i cant shed one fucking tear and it makes do fucking angry with my self. something happened to me and all i did was run away. fucking ran away. GAH
why did i run away when i should have stayed and fought.
well what the fuck and i do about it now.
Last year i lost my home job and truck. (got the truck back tho) and in processes of losing everything i had ever worked for and sacrificed for. (there was roommate that did equity as much as I, we shared my truck to live in) i was raped. nust just one person i had full on people i trusted gang rapped me after taking all of each of my paychecks... idk i just can let it go. they hurt me and not so much of fuck you. or thank you. for use of my body with out there permission. i mean really....
i regret not going to the hospital, i regret not talking to the police. all i think now its going to happened again to some poor person like me. i keep having nightmares about it. wake up and shit but i cant shed one fucking tear and it makes do fucking angry with my self. something happened to me and all i did was run away. fucking ran away. GAH
why did i run away when i should have stayed and fought.
well what the fuck and i do about it now.
FA+


and night mares onely happen because of tragic things in the past
*fate hugs* i hope you get over these hauntings because i think you did
the right thing by running in my opinion and if they attacck anoather girl
you cant help it but do nothing cops are the ones that can... in my opinion i think
cops are worthless pieces of shit that munch on donuts but besides that they
will help you in most cases..... im happy that your safe ^.^ i was starting to wounder
wether or not you left i do like your art ^.^ *fate hugs a little tighter* it will
be ok they will get those ass holes because if they did it once there bound to doo it again
and slip up on them selves...(like a kid in the cookie jar its a matter of time before mother figures
out hes eating all the cookies and bam she catches and maby a small punishment or a big one)
in this case its a bigger punishent because you gave the cops a lead...
good luck in your jopurnies of where ever you are and stay safe and time will pass that
they will get caught.. and stay safe ^.^