its hard to honestly think that its been 6 years since we meet. since i got the balls to ask you to be my girlfriend. I still remember the day so damn well...the place and the time. engraved in my heart forever along side your name. A whole year has gone by now that youve been gone from me...when you left me for my friend. so many words i still have locked up just waiting to never be said. i miss you. i still love you. I HATE YOU. You were my best friend and i wanted nothing more then to beg for you not to go when you killed a part of me...as much as i hate you for betraying me the way you did...i only hope you have the best in life...only the best.

i dont understand how i can love someone so much when they hurt me so damn bad